Friday, February 20, 2026
20260219
I was on a mission with Jim Caviezel, who was probably his character Reese from Person of Interest. He was in his signature black suit and his hair had become silvery-grey. I had dark skin, like dark chocolate, and long, red hair that flowed in waves. Our mission was to protect a little Asian girl, about the age of four or five, from enemies who were attempting to kidnap her.
We got separated. Knowing the girl is safest with him, The Man in the Suit took her with him. The pursuers followed them into a train car full of golden straw. He fought them off, while on the phone, and succeeded without shooting anyone in the kneecaps. The little girl hid, hugging her stuffed bunny.
I was interestingly dressed for our sunny winter. I wore purple, reflective sunglasses and a silver peacoat that reached the top of my over-the-knee, caramel-coloured, high-heeled boots. I travelled to the town square of a small town to find information. There was a tall, black gazebo there, with speakers, playing random music. I crossed the gazebo, ending my call with Reese, calling him, 'Starry-fox'. I carried a leather-spined book with research and information relevant to the child. As I walked along an empty road, I let my guard down and a black, gloved hand clapped over my mouth as I dropped the book. I noted an asterisk drawn on the spine in silver marker as I tried to free myself. The last lyrics I heard from the speakers before I blacked out were, "I'll fiddle with my horse until you break it," sung by Shakira.
Saturday, June 7, 2025
20250607
Cookie's mom came to my home at night to help me move some flowers. She saw a small box of cute, mini vases, took one, and thank me. They were late Mother's Day gifts for everyone.
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Cookie and I visited Biscotti's home where he was having a small get together. Spritz was there and so was Shortbread and Wafer. I sat on a sofa while Biscotti's mom helped me sew up a dress I was wearing. It was navy and made of velvet.
Biscotti, Cookie and Spritz talked about the time they went to ???-Con and said I should have came.
"I really wanted to, but I have to finish this for school," I said.
Regardless, the room turned into a crowded hallway at ???-con, where The boys were walking. Shortbread and Wafer were close behind them. Everyone stopped at a small dining area. I jealously watched as Wafer invite Spritz to the beach, hoping he wouldn't go. Biscotti would be in his home country, Shortbread wouldn't be able to either, and Cookie found her intolerable. Spritz said he'd come and Wafer shrieked out a joyous reply.
Thursday, March 27, 2025
20250327 i was part of a small community who lived in the past. We wore long, plain dresses in browns with white aprons, doing mundane tasks. The men wore white shirts with collars, dark pants and black suspenders. We were young, in our early twenties, and prime for marriage.
I had become tangled with two men. One of them was sturdy-built and stocky, with dark hair, skin and eyes. He travelled around the world for work. The other man was short and thinly built with dirty blond hair. The women giggled over him and one popular girl claimed she'll be married to him in the future. After spending time working farm duties with him, we'd grown to like each other. He asked me to marry him.
The traveller returned and learned I'd become someone else's fiancé. He angrily confronted me. He told me all the travelling he did was for me and for our future. I was scared of his rage and ran away from him. The other man found out I use to belong to another. He broke our engagement and I was alone. Whenever I'd enter a room, they would pretend I didn't exist. The girls teased and bullied me. I felt so unwelcome so i'd run away to a hiding place and cry myself to sleep there.
One day, the matron of our community called onto the traveller. He exited her office, upset with a long face. Then she called on a few of the mean girls. One by one they left the office almost in tears. I noticed the people the matron called were related to the incident with me. Once the blond was called, he started slinking to her office, fearful of the news he'd learn. I ran to him, lacing my hand in his to show my support. He didn't reject it. We walked in together and suddenly I felt a horrible feeling. The matron was seated at her desk with her grey, frizzy hair in a bun. The next eldest woman of our community stood beside her grimly. They both looked at me as I entered. I suddenly knew what they were telling everyone.
I had a terminal illness. I was going to die soon.
Wednesday, January 1, 2025
20250101 i was removing curtains from the cottage and replacing them with new ones. The room was filled with sunshine.
Labels: theme: fashion, weather: sun
Thursday, December 3, 2020
20201203
Cookie and I travelled to a hotel resort for Mango's and Papaya's wedding. I was helping their wedding set up until I realized the time was 3:30pm. I found Cookie and we rushed back to our room to get ready.
On the way, I saw Papaya already in her white dress and I hid to avoid her. I wore my black summer dress because my formal attire would take me a while to get ready.
Monday, October 12, 2020
20201012
I was in a gymnasium, and I'd just returned from an adventure. Everyone around me were in my class. Even after I'd returned from being away so long, no one cared I'd disappeared.
In the gym, black, folding chairs were arranged in rows of ten. Most of the seats were taken so I sat in the back. My crush sat third row from the front, and on the far left - he and his best friend with red hair. Beside me was an empty seat. It belonged to a girl I was jealous of because she also liked my crush. She was skinny with long, dark hair and dark skin. She wore mini skirts and denim shirts.
It was party time in class, and there were two students in the front making flavoured iced teas for everyone. I tried two flavours; I wanted to try one more. Getting out of my seat, I got in line. Behind the girl. I didn't want to hate her, but I did. So I asked if she tried the flavour I wanted. She said yes. She's tried all and wanted them to make a new drink.
As the line advanced, my crush and his friend were beckoning me from their seat. I left my spot and when I was in front of them, they pulled me down to sit between them. There wasn't an extra chair there, but somehow they squashed me between them. I noted that my crush was wearing the same pants as me. As I pointed this out, I stuck my legs out in front to show the my red, corduroy pants. He stuck his legs out too, then his friend followed suit. I couldn't decide if I wanted to take a picture of this happy moment or not.
The boys wanted information on the girl because, as it turns out, his friend had a crush on her.
Saturday, October 10, 2020
20201010
At home, Cookie needed help with work so he brought in two technicians. I don't remember the first one well. The first technician was tall and in his late 20s.
The second tech came in after the first left. He was young, in his high school or middle school years. I could tell he had a major crush on me. Instead of work, we'd play [Pokémon GO] together.
We lived in a large house, like a step down from a mansion. There was a time when Cookie brought out rollerblades and I tried but I could only stand in them.
When work was done and it was time to go to dinner, I was getting ready. I knew younger was going through my laptop and stuff as I showered. I left the door open too. After he saw me, he told me to close my eyes and trust him. He blew out a breath. I wore a long, red dress and hat with gloves.
Tuesday, October 6, 2020
20201005 nap
I was sent to live in a foreign country in Asia, in a large, three story house with four cute and handsome Korean young men from different families. The eldest dressed clean cut with a white collared shirt and suit vest, and when needed, he could be serious in a snap. The two youngest were very playful, dressed with a stylish fashion reminiscent of school uniforms. They were very close to each other; they were best friends. The middle one was dressed casually in loose olive shorts and an orange hoodie with shoulder length hair held back by sunglasses. He was carefree and laid back, but he was down-to-earth.
The middle one took my suitcase and led me to a room they prepared for me. It was very large in he shape of a triangle, with the largest side being about 20-ft. In one corner of the room, there was a bath tub, and one wall was all windows. He was sweet and shy, and treated me with gentleness. He told me to call him if he ever needed help.
The next morning, I exited my room to the common area, where three of the boys had cleared out the furniture and were rolling the walls with paint. One of the youngest asked me if I wanted to help him paint the staircase wall, and of course, I said yes. As we rolled, I asked him where his friend was. Behind me, the eldest overheard. He stopped and said, "Oi, your boyfriend's missing."
"Is he trying to skip duties?" Asked the middle one.
The youngest put down his roller. "He went to find [something]. I'll find him!"
"It's about time for a break anyway." The eldest followed suit, wiping his hands on a rag before leaving the room.
The middle one and I were alone. He asked me to come follow him, to show me something, and we climbed the stairs until we reached the roof. The view was beautiful. The horizon was a gradient of pink to sky blue with sparse, bluish-purple clouds. It was a warm, sunny day. By the door was a hammock which he lazily flopped on as I laid down on a lawn chair beside him. We laid there in silence, enjoying the weather and sounds of suburban life. Even though I couldn't see his eyes because of his sunglasses, I could tell he was watching me. He had a smile in his face.
Labels: theme: fashion, theme: romance, weather: sunny
Sunday, April 14, 2019
It was the day before Wafer's wedding and everyone was getting ready at my parent's old house, back on Avocado. I remember getting my dress from the master bedroom's walk-in closet, and grabbing my dress. One of the bridesmaids walked by, her dress tailored and ready, and I realized I haven't done that yet. With hours before the next day (and the wedding, which started at midnight), with my sewing kit, I moved to the living room and sat behind the dining table to work. My partnered groomsman sat beside me, as he had repairs to do on his suit. I worked in a frenzied state trying to shorten the hem of my dress without a plan or knowledge of how.
Labels: person: wafer, theme: fashion, theme: wedding, weather: night
Tuesday, November 25, 2014
The lights were off in the small, dark hotel room Talon (from League of Legends) and I silently waited in. The wind rattled the window blinds that filtered the moon's light onto the carpeted floor. We were waiting for some kind of instruction, or maybe a target, because he waited beside the open window, out of the moon's reach, and staring into the darkness. I vaguely remember lying on the bed with a maroon blanket, and another time where I tried to pull his hood down, but he pushed me away in annoyance.
*****
I was lazing on a lawn chair on the balcony of our apartment that looked much like my childhood apartment of 9L. Wearing sunglasses, a white t-shirt and short-shorts I made from a pair of my husband's shredded, old jeans, I enjoyed the morning sunshine, reading "Crossed" by Ally Condie. Once in a while, I'd look around, taking in the suburban view when I noticed a man in his 20s sitting in his balcony from an apartment across our own. Sitting beside a woman around his age, he was eyeing me, a big grin curving his mouth. We made eye contact, so I waved to him, and he cocked an eyebrow arrogantly. As soon as his female friend handed him something that looked much like binoculars, I realized I was lying about with my knees bent and my legs wide open. I knew these homemade shorts revealed my underwear, but I didn't realize I would sit down in that particular position (it's a regular position I fall into). I quickly went inside, embarrassed, bumping into the black sofa in our living room.
*****
Perhaps this part was another dream. Inside my apartment, there were clothes hanging on racks, as if it were a store. I thought about trying some of them sometime, as made a bee line to the washroom, which became a public one with grey stalls. Someone knocked on my stall door, and the voice of an old lady told me to hurry in a rude manner because they were closing. Offended, I thought about cancelling their contract of using my home as their store, but I figured it wouldn't be a good idea, because they contributed to the rent, significantly making ours much, much cheaper. When I was finished, I walked out of the washroom, and the store was run by a handful of old, wrinkly, grey-haired ladies, who pushed me out the door before I could tell them, "I live here!". Regardless, I was dressed in a long, navy, wool coat, and my beautiful taupe boots, that I walked out into a hallway, ready to go out into the winter cold.
Sunday, October 6, 2013
I was on a trip to a different city with Cookie and his cousins. We piled into the foyer of a well lit hotel, the incandescent glow of the lamps greeted us warmly on this summer afternoon. After checking in, we were led to our room. The walls were washed with baby blue and the grey afternoon sky was visible through its single window. There were four double beds placed side by side, all facing the door, the last covered with a canopy and curtains. I claimed that one and sat at its foot, opening my suitcase. I wanted to change into something comfortable, but I soon realized I had forgotten to pack many pieces of clothing. My bag contained enough socks and underwear for the week but not enough shirts and pants. I decided to slip into a new pair of shorts and buy some in town, but as soon as I slipped them on, I realized I had forgotten to shave my legs.
Labels: emotion: embarrassed, person: cookie, theme: fashion
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Everyone in Middle Earth gathered to watch The Lord of the Rings trilogy when night began to fall. There were many that I didn't recognize, of dwarves, hobbits, elves and humans, and they were seated on a grassy hill in rings, like in a sports stadium. I walked around looking for quests to do, as if I were in the Lord of the Rings Online MMORPG. I found Legolas with Gimli seated before him, so I zigzagged towards them, and asked Legolas if he knew of any quests. Materializing in front of him were plain, shining, gold rings, a little larger and thicker than wedding bands. He began breaking them in half so they lost their glow and became ghostly blue ones. After he'd done that, there were no other quest for me to do. I also spoke to an elegant elven maiden who told me Aragorn didn't attend the movie screenings, and I wondered what he was up to as a king.
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
I can't remember the majority of my dream, but what I do remember was being with a group of people that I may not know. We were playing a game, and I drew out a shirt tag whose designer's name was "JASON TODD" printed in navy blue capitals and pressed and dyed onto the canvas tag. I laughed and showed it to the group, whom one of them understood my amusement to the name. I was happy to see a reference to Red Hood of Batman's family.
I was with Cookie at what appeared to be a theatre or a baseball stadium lined with many folding seats in rows and groups of columns. We were going to watch something and I saw Shortbread and Wafer in seats a few distances away. I told Cookie I'll be back, and I went to see my friends. They were with the anime club members, just waiting for them, but as we talked, the show started playing. It was an anime, but someone had edited many of them so they'd all fit together as a goof crossover (for example, there were groups of pokemon in the same frame as characters from a different series). I thought this was awesome, and I wanted to share this with Cookie, but I realized I'd forgotten about him. I rushed back and he was slightly annoyed, but he kept his focus on the screen as I sat beside him. A few minutes later, I began wandering the rows and exploring the stadium by climbing stairs to higher levels and looking down.
Saturday, February 23, 2013
I can't remember my first dream, but in my second, Bunny was with me. I'm not sure what we were doing- something to do with clothes; maybe I was giving her clothes. We ended up naked beside each other and since we had the same figure, (except she was a little taller) I figured it was okay to be naked in the same room as her.
I was attending Harvard University and the hallways looked like my high school. Shortbread was with me and Cookie was somewhere too. I first went to visit Cookie, who was volunteering to help at a comic book/card hobby sale in the auditorium.
Saturday, January 19, 2013
I was with all my relatives from my dad's side and we went to a formal restaurant for lunch. I was near the entrance waiting for a table with the adults when most of the children have been seated. At the front desk were two boxes of nail polish. I looked at the colours and my cousin picked up a dark blue one to try. She was disappointed in the texture because it was extremely thin. Behind us, my aunt was heading back to her car because her feet were cold in the flip flops she wore and she was looking to change into shoes. Soon we were sent to sit with the rest of my cousins and I sat at the head. Each of us were given a necklace, so in my hand was a ruby, heart pendant on a thin, brass wire that kept a round shape. My cousin seated at the other side of the head table called to me to join the necklace switch where we would try on each other's received necklace. In my hand next was a bronze necklace that I didn't understand. It was suppose to be a heart so i fidgeted with it and it became an upside down heart. Now i had to let it go and I received my necklace back. There were soda cans by each of my cousin's plates but mine and I wondered when did they get these- I've been left out by everyone again, as I am constantly missing out on things when I'm with these people. I looked behind me and noticed there were two young, blond, Caucasian ladies in tight, black and modest dresses talking and guiding children back to their corner of the restaurant. I figured they were event planners for a wedding reception that was currently happening.
Labels: group: family, theme: fashion, theme: food, theme: party
Saturday, November 17, 2012
I had a dream we adopted or had a boy come live with us. I was in the living room watching Sex and the City and, while I was drawing on my laptop, he had the remote and kept muting it when he talked to my mom. I got angry at him and when he became unbearable, I kicked him in the nuts.
Cookie and I were at a hotel with high school friends and many other people we didn't know. At first we were assigned a room with Sugar on the first floor that had lockers, so Sugar asked me to lock the locker as soon as I was done. Soon a worker came to our room telling us we were assigned the wrong room and to follow them. So we went to a room on the second floor where our class was. It was someone's wedding, maybe mine, and everyone had pretty dresses. When I saw Sugar again, she asked me about the locker, so I ran back to the first room and got the content, which was one item. When I came back upstairs, I saw everyone already in their dresses and some in a room learning something from a teacher. I took my dress but couldn't find an empty room to change in, but I found Cookie with two of his friends he plays Yu-Gi-Oh with and I asked for him to help me change. He took me to a corner of a hallway and stood with his back towards me. one of his friend's kept trying to sneak a peak while I changed, so I kicked him in the nuts.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
I was with Cookie's sister and she was looking through her closet to dress me up for an event- ether her costume/birthday party, or a formal party I had to attend. She picked out an A-lined jean skirt (similar to a black one I own in reality) and said I could wear this. When I put it on, I realized I'd forgotten to shave my legs before leaving the house. I had let my hair grow for a month, because I had no incentive to cut it for a long time.
I was with Cookie, Blackberry, and four others (Cookie's cousins, maybe), and we were in a school building at a university campus. Something was different about this school, as the professors were all nuns. It was a tall building divided by many floors, and was rectangular. Each floors had enforced high school rules as well- during class prime times, no one except the faculty and staff could wander the halls. The seven of us were climbing the floors and hiding, to look for something. We reached the last visible floor. While it was quiet, I rushed out, followed by Blackberry, then Cookie. But as soon as we set foot on that floor, the classes ended and nuns exited their offices (this floor was all offices) to go to their next classes. Everyone found a hiding spot except me. I heard Blackberry beside one of the doors say, "because you're the seventh one, maybe you should..." I think he meant distract all the nuns for the sake of the mission.
Monday, June 11, 2012
I was at someone's birthday held in a school. The funny thing was my friends were all present at my relative's party. Shortbread, Wafer and our high school friend, Snickerdoodle, chose seats in a classroom that looked much like the nursery classroom in our high school. We were all in poofy prom dresses and I sat beside Wafer and Snickerdoodle, while Shortbread sat to Wafer's left. There was a television screen at the corner of the room so we could see everything going on in the gymnasium- where the event was held. The part I remember distinctly was when it was cake time. I had left with someone to visit another room- I think I was with Snickerdoodle. We saw on the television in the foyer that it was time to cut the cake. We rushed into the gym and sang the end of "happy birthday" before lining up in one line to get cake. We made our way back to the nursery room and took our seats, and I admired the three slices of coloured cake in my plate. One was green cake with a green fondant cover on it, another was black with black fondant, and the last was red in the same format as the last two slices. Snickerdoodle looked at my black slice and asked where did I get that one, so I gave each cake a name, and started believing they were meant to be made in those exact colours. I told her where I got the 'Raven' cake. Shortbread and Wafer took their seats and they had different cake colours from ours: blue (which I called 'Cyborg'), and purple with a brick pattern on it. I asked what kind of cake was that one, and Wafer said it was the Winnie the Pooh cake. I told her I did not see it and got up. I asked everyone to watch my plate so no one takes it and I ran to get the other cakes.
The line for cake was gone, but it was now time for people to get their cakes by themselves. As I began scooping the blue cake onto my plate, a lady from my culture came to me and asked me if I figured out what I wanted to become career-wise. I didn't recognize her as I've met many people in my family once and never see them again and I'm expected to remember who they are with any interactions. I gave her the truth, that I still don't know. When she asked if the Waterloo career help helped me at all, I said 'no' and she gave me a dirty look- the type that says 'you'll never be anything to anyone' or 'you're not trying hard enough'. I continued my cake collecting when she left me and found an orange cake with purple fondant ('Starfire'). I was now sure these cakes were made in relation to the Teen Titans show by DC from Cartoon Network. I also picked up the Pooh cake that Wafer had. When I got a spoon at the end, I noticed the cakes in my plate all melted as if they were ice cream. They were a milky colour instead of the blue or purples I had, and was strange since there were no ice cream content in the cake.
I made it back to my seat to find all my friend's gone and people cleaning up. My first cake plate of red ('Robin'), green ('Beast Boy') and black were gone too. I felt lightly betrayed as I checked my phone for the time. It was almost ten o'clock at night and understood they all had to go. I thought maybe I could get a ride with Cookie, but I realized he didn't come. Maybe they thought I would get a ride with him. I stood stupidly at the door with the thumb holding the plate in the melted cake and a metal teaspoon in my hand and in a poofy dress, trying to push aside my feelings and figure out a way home.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
I was in an mmorpg with another girl and two guys. I don't remember a lot of the dream, but one of the guys was blond and sweet, but also had a patch of dark personality. I thought he was cute. The game had options to change my character's armor appearance, as all characters did. These armors were free and already in inventory, but you could still purchase expensive armors from the cash shop. My character look very much like Isica, and possibly was her from the MLR world. The guys and girls had the same outfit styles, but differed when worn so girl clothes would be feminine. I changed my clothes one day and met up with my group to socialize. The platinum blond boy noticed me and gave me a hug for the first time. The armor revealed more skin than my old one, and was more feminine in cut. He asked which armor I wore, and I told him, but he said it was the same one he was wearing and it would've been a tanktop instead of the sleeveless shirt I wore. I looked into my inventory and saw most of my clothes were tanktops. Another day came and I changed my outfit again. This time, I ran only into him and he took my head in his hands and kissed me until my heart fluttered violently in my chest. When he let go, he confessed he'd been wanting to do that and asked which outfit was this one. His reply in turn to mine was it was suppose to have a tanktop for the upper armor. Behind him, a girl cleared her throat for attention and I realized he wasn't alone. Three girls in fluffy armor dresses sat on bleachers, and he retook his seat between two of the girls, asking me to join. I sat next to the last girl beside him. They seemed to not like me, possibly because one of them had a crush on him. On another occasion I logged in, it was my birthday. I was happy to escape the real world and their expectations for birthdays, but this log in didn't go well, as huge monsters came after me. My clothes this time were poofy and clean- it was a poofy dress.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
I had a fashion or sewing class. My printmaking professor was teaching this class of twenty or less students. I designed and sewed dresses I enjoyed. Sitting not far to my right were two blond twin girls. One day there was a party and I spent the time drawing dresses. The next day came class and I finished a dress an showed it to my teacher. She was surprised and said it looked like a dress someone wore at the party yesterday. She showed it to a teacher who came to visit our class. The next day we were working in someone's basement. I sat on the bed and worked. Cookie sat beside me. Another teacher came in and either said that the class or our working room was cancelled for the rest of the year. I packed up my things and Cookie helped me. He left and I started walking to my dorm/home. I reached a field of people playing soccer and the twins were coming up behind me. I ran and reached the hall of my house (they lived in the same floor) there was chocolate being made on a wall of the hall and I ran past it all into the safety of my house. There was a spoon of melted chocolate I saw in the hallway that I wanted to fling at them, but I didn't.
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