Wednesday, March 1, 2023

20230301 I visited my ChocoChip's new home. The living room was more like a long hall. At the far end was a white grand piano, with rows and rows of pews before it, like in a church. Cookie and I sat in the far back, a row before the last, as we waited for ChocoChip's daughter's piano recital to begin.


Behind us, David Tennant sat with his legs crossed and arms folded over his chest. His sharp suit was dark blue with pinstripes. John Barrowman was leaning from behind his seat, whispering something and giggling. I was in awe and too shy to speak to either of them.

At some point, I asked ChocoChip if there was something I could help her do, as relaxing is not something I know how to do. She gave me the task of baking frozen pizzas. Her oven was the sand-coloured, cheap model from The Sims 4.

Saturday, October 10, 2020

20201010

At home, Cookie needed help with work so he brought in two technicians. I don't remember the first one well. The first technician was tall and in his late 20s.

The second tech came in after the first left. He was young, in his high school or middle school years. I could tell he had a major crush on me. Instead of work, we'd play [Pokémon GO] together.

We lived in a large house, like a step down from a mansion. There was a time when Cookie brought out rollerblades and I tried but I could only stand in them. 

When work was done and it was time to go to dinner, I was getting ready. I knew younger was going through my laptop and stuff as I showered. I left the door open too. After he saw me, he told me to close my eyes and trust him. He blew out a breath. I wore a long, red dress and hat with gloves. 

Thursday, May 9, 2019

I don't remember how this dream starts. I was in a dim hallway, in a high school, and classes have ended with the hallways almost clear of students. On my cell phone, Pokemon GO was open in my right hand. I ran into RedPrince, who, in this dream, played the game. He was happy to see me, and I did not feel any of the fear or anger I have that I do in person at this point in time. We ran into a little group in the middle of the hall; I don't remember who the other two were, but Honeycrisp was the third person. I waved in passing, more focused on trying to advance the character on my screen.

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

I had two dreams that connected during a nap. When I woke up from the first half, I was scared, but I couldn't leave the dream without an ending.

My husband and I lived in the countryside, and we've become good friends with our neighbours. They were a family of four with two dogs - two black and white French bulldogs. The wife was beautiful with blond hair cut short to her shoulders, and her husband had dark, ash blond hair ¹. They had two children - a son and a younger daughter. When I visited, it was near the end of autumn. It was still light out, and the children had arrived from school. It was extremely windy this day, and my long hair and knee-length, blue dotted skirt would fly about as I knocked on their glass, back door. I was let in by the husband, who was around his late 30s, into their kitchen. The walls were white, and brighter with the sun's light. The counter tops were wooden in a walnut finish.

The children put their empty lunch bags on the kitchen island, as the mother started on dinner. They were a warm, loving couple. The kitchen slowly grew darker, as clouds covered the sun, and the wind became stronger. Soon, it was dark, even though it was only late in the afternoon. I had a bad feeling about what was about to happen, and when I looked at the parents, they were quite alert as well. The children ran into the kitchen, scared too. We heard the wind swirl outside, saying something in a low voice, and soon the back door shattered. The wind came in like a miniature tornado, as if taking slow, arrogant steps.

Something dark and oozing began covering the crème tiled floor, so we all ran high into the house, into the little girl's bedroom, closing the door behind us. The ooze followed us quickly, seeping under the door, and we all stood on the bed, as if it were a boat. I tried to grab one of the dogs and lift him up on the bed, but he was heavy, and as soon as the ooze wrapped a slimy tendril around his leg, he was yanked from my grip. Before I fell in, the father grabbed me, pulling me to safety. We watched the dogs melt into the darkness, their yelps becoming angry growls, and their bodies transforming into dog-shaped sludge.

I thought we'd all die, or worse, be covered in this filth and become some kind of monster. Thoughts flew though my mind: would we become something like zombies, where we'd transfer this disease to others and convert them into a being like us? Would we take over the world, and would human-kind become extinct? I wondered about my husband, and cried in my head for him to come save us.

We all heard a loud bang from the door, soon followed by a large axe shattering it open. It was my husband (not Cookie, though), and as soon as he saw me, he smirked cockily, but reassuringly. My heart stopped for a second, thinking 'that was the sexiest smile I've ever seen' ². He slashed through the dogs in a quick swipe, then dragged his axe on the floor, creating a clean path from the bed to the door. He reached a hand for me, and I hastily took it.
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¹ The parents looked very much like the parents from Kyle XY.

² Please, no. No. No. Darius from League of Legends. I can't remember the face anymore, but he was the first one I thought of when I woke up. Please, brain. Don't do this.

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

The lights were off in the small, dark hotel room Talon (from League of Legends) and I silently waited in. The wind rattled the window blinds that filtered the moon's light onto the carpeted floor. We were waiting for some kind of instruction, or maybe a target, because he waited beside the open window, out of the moon's reach, and staring into the darkness. I vaguely remember lying on the bed with a maroon blanket, and another time where I tried to pull his hood down, but he pushed me away in annoyance.
*****
I was lazing on a lawn chair on the balcony of our apartment that looked much like my childhood apartment of 9L. Wearing sunglasses, a white t-shirt and short-shorts I made from a pair of my husband's shredded, old jeans, I enjoyed the morning sunshine, reading "Crossed" by Ally Condie. Once in a while, I'd look around, taking in the suburban view when I noticed a man in his 20s sitting in his balcony from an apartment across our own. Sitting beside a woman around his age, he was eyeing me, a big grin curving his mouth. We made eye contact, so I waved to him, and he cocked an eyebrow arrogantly. As soon as his female friend handed him something that looked much like binoculars, I realized I was lying about with my knees bent and my legs wide open. I knew these homemade shorts revealed my underwear, but I didn't realize I would sit down in that particular position (it's a regular position I fall into). I quickly went inside, embarrassed, bumping into the black sofa in our living room.
*****
Perhaps this part was another dream. Inside my apartment, there were clothes hanging on racks, as if it were a store. I thought about trying some of them sometime, as made a bee line to the washroom, which became a public one with grey stalls. Someone knocked on my stall door, and the voice of an old lady told me to hurry in a rude manner because they were closing. Offended, I thought about cancelling their contract of using my home as their store, but I figured it wouldn't be a good idea, because they contributed to the rent, significantly making ours much, much cheaper. When I was finished, I walked out of the washroom, and the store was run by a handful of old, wrinkly, grey-haired ladies, who pushed me out the door before I could tell them, "I live here!". Regardless, I was dressed in a long, navy, wool coat, and my beautiful taupe boots, that I walked out into a hallway, ready to go out into the winter cold.

Thursday, November 6, 2014

I can't remember my dream anymore, as I am recording this a little after 14 hours ago. All I remember was something about the game, Baldur's Gate II: Shadows of Amn, and Garen from League of Legends.

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

I had three dreams.

I can barely remember my first dream, but I entered the elevator of my apartment building, and instead of going straight down to the ground floor, it went up and down, left and right. With no window on the door, I had no idea where it was taking me; it kept moving.
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I can't remember my second dream well either, but it was connected to the first. I'd left the elevator and found myself in a white stoned hallway. At the end of it was a potted plant. Not too far from the elevators was  the apartment resident's home. When I woke up from this dream, it felt like a nightmare.
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Cookie and I left our apartment. He led me outside by a different path; one near the parking garage. We walked our way to one of his friend's house - one I've never met. She had shoulder-length brown hair, and she was nice. She also had a room mate, but she wasn't home. I was uncomfortable, looking at all the dirty, old dishes lying around the house. The girl noticed this, and told me I could wash them if I wanted, so I began gathering all I could find.

I wandered towards her room mate's room to get the dishes from there, and I noticed a man inside the half-closed door. The lights were off, and only the light from the hallway lit up his figure. He resembled Twisted Fate (from the game League of Legends). His eyes glowed blue when he'd glanced at me, before returned to what he was doing in his dark room. I ignored him and minded my business, gathering crusty dishes from around the house.

Monday, November 3, 2014

I had a dream with Jarvan IV from the game, League of Legends, but I don't remember anything about it.

Friday, October 31, 2014

Shortbread, Jayce (from the game, League of Legends) and I walked into an old temple, away from the summer dusk. The entrance soon narrowed into a corridor with Jayce almost filling the space from his height and armor. Torches hung in intervals though out the hallway, leading to a room glowing yellowy with contained fire. In the centre, was a large topographic map laid out on a table. On it, the mountains were tall, the sea was low, and in between were layers of soil distinguishing the height of several areas. Landmarks and villages were placed in certain areas where life was sustainable, and on top of the mountains, at the edge of the map, was the temple the three of us were currently in.

A corner of the table was empty. Shortbread dropped three, red, hardcovered books on it, and I flipped through the first volume, disappointed in a lack of pictures. Jayce picked up the third, its pages and references were in graphic format, much like in a comic book. We saw the map move, and natural disasters formed one after another. When the ground shook and debris fell from the ivory ceiling, we understood the map reflected the world in the present. 

Though we couldn't see the people, we prevented as many deaths as we could. We deflected hurricanes from villages, and built levies for floods. I can't remember much of what happened, or for how long did we have this task, but the disasters stopped abruptly. We looked at each other, worn and breathless, and somewhere in my mind, I heard a whisper. I can't recalled what it said, but it was it was clear - we were led here by a divine being.

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

I was a lord, visiting a castle built with dark stones. I was young -  an age or so before I began puberty, and my hair was dandelion blond. I was well known to the court, and I enjoyed playing with everyone. On this day, I woke up from a terrible dream in my dark room. I raced to the hallway, lit in sunlight. It was modern, and glass covered every panel around me, but I didn't realized it was out of century. I rushed in one direction, finding myself in a library, and soon after exiting it, I was in a busy business centre. A lady in pastel clothing was watching me, and she took my arm. She scolded me for running indoors. When I told her where I wanted to go, she pointed me in the right direction, but my surroundings soon changed and I reawoke (as I was dreaming in a dream).

With guidance from my last dream, I ran the right direction through the hall, and arrived in time as a business meeting was happening, I yelled to a duke, and the man he spoke to. Just as they turned to the disruption - me - , two, silenced bullets ripped through the air and killed them both. Everyone around me didn't scream, but they gasped and backed away from the bodies. I watched in horror, watched as a bright green starter pack box of YuGiOh cards fell to the floor, but no one was phased. I stooped to pick up the box, and the queen, with long, golden hair, wrapped an arm around my shoulders, her long sleeve draping over my back. I looked up at her worriedly, but she was smiling down, telling me I had a special gift for seeing the future in my dream. She walked with me away from the scene as she told me I was going to be an heir someday when my father passed away. I'd inherit this dark castle.

Sunday, June 16, 2013

The lads and gents of Achievement Hunter all somehow gathered into Geoff's five-seater car, and I sat beside Ray in the backseat. When he asked, "is everybody ready?" I piped up I needed to use the washroom, and Ryan said he'd forgotten something. The two of us ran into someone's house and we did our business. As soon as I was done, I couldn't find the entrance and wandered until I reached a large room with a baseball diamond on a floor below and seats spreading all across the room in a circle.

There was a black woman who had, over a year or two developed a crush on a black man in a poverty ridden area. Together, they were summoned to be contestants on a television show. On this day she was dressed in a blouse, skirt and leather dress jacket that reached her upper thighs, and she sat across from the man wearing a white "wife-beater" tank top, over sized jeans and a New York Yankees baseball hat with a flat sunshade. He slouched and looked tough, as if he were a gangsta rapper. All contestants were gathered in a hotel's cafeteria, and the two were teamed up for challenge and hours before it was their time to start. The man asked her if he could talk to her privately and she said she needed the bathroom first. In the washroom with room for one person at a time, she fixed her hair and loosened the top of her blouse as an idea to try to seduce him, all the while she told herself she would not fall for him, since he didn't seem to notice her affection. When she opened the door, he was standing outside, waiting until she was finished. "Yer a lovely dancer," he said, and she was smitten. She never spoke of her past, but she use to be a ballet dancer and quit after an ankle injury.

Monday, June 10, 2013

The little bits of the dream I had before a phone call woke me up:

I was with someone else underground in Minecraft and we had built a chest on top of two squares from the ground and one square in between so we could reach it's contents. My brother (I don't have one in real life), who looked like Tom Hiddleson, came and we saw a lost, confused girl. He found some make up and put it on her, and she wasn't confused or lost anymore, and marched away from us.

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I had another dream I was escaping from something... everyone was. I ran into a school and hid in the gymnasium with another person, who ran away when he heard suspicious sounds. I left when lava appeared and ran to a janitor's closet with a man who claimed to be a doctor. He ran away as soon as the walls smashed around us. I ran for a new hiding place and fell on a huge block of square gold. Geoff's (from Achievement Hunter) master chief character from Minecraft started floating around me, saying I won the Tower of Pimps. I looked down and noticed the four, gold blocks were balancing on lapis lazuli plates. He held a miniature version in his pixellated, square hands with the same lapis lazuli base.

Sunday, June 9, 2013

The dream was a mix of Minecraft and the real world. The lads and gents of Achievement Hunter slept at their office with rooms especially made for when they stayed overnight, and the six of them worked until late in this Saturday evening that they decided to sleep in that room. Each guy had their own bed space with red blankets and white pillows (much like the ones in the game). I had finished getting ready for bed and entered the room to find their six beds, all smushed together to create one long bed, and that there were seven of us (the bed order from the far side of the room was Geoff's, Jack's, Gavin's, Michael's, Ray's, and Ryan's). While I stood at the doorway, deciding where I should sleep, I must've woken up Ray, whose bed was placed right in front of the door. Half asleep, he patted the bed to his right (my left) and mumbled, "here." I hesitated, knowing that was Michael's bed, but he answered, "it's okay," as if he knew why I hesitated and rolled over. I thought about how I could've taken Gavin's bed, or even Ryan's since I was a bit afraid of Michael for his in-game raging, and they were both out with him, but I drifted off quickly after climbing in beside him.

I woken up the next day to an empty room and went straight to the washroom to fix myself up. Above the two, white sinks was an arch of square stones.There was a blond girl, who looked like she just woke up and was doing her hair. After I washed my face, she was gone. I noticed an envelope lodged in a block of stone above the mirror and I pulled it out, finding a note and candy from Ray. The funny thing was it was directed specifically for me, written with a few words on a few pieces of papers that, when put together formed a sentence or two. I wondered if he did something like this for his other friends too.

Saturday, June 8, 2013

Being a member of a party planning company, I was surrounded by dwarves from high fantasy stories. The stout and stocky built dwarves that grow to about four feet, and burly with wide shoulders. As the lead planner laid out the plans for a rich client's young son's (six to nine year) birthday party by a tall, three tiered red velvet cake still being iced, he told his second in command how he'd asked the child what he wanted for entertainment, to which the child demanded a large swimming pool and something else I can't recall, but the planner told him it wasn't possible. When night fell, everyone involved in the party plans gathered at a picnic table outdoor. The area was lit up by candles and the dwarves occupied the bench with beer in their hands. Each one of us was going to supervise a station for the child's birthday, and I suggested seven dwarves for seven stations; I was also going to run a station too.

The next day, I arrived at the party early as dawn arose and everyone was gathered in the hallway of my old apartment building with what they needed for each station. I had musical instruments for mine, with my recorder from grade five, to entertain myself in case children didn't want to play in my station, and a green, plastic tambourine, along with a few others. When we arrived at the location, one dwarf didn't like the set up of flat roads and grass and took apart the land as if the place was built with Lego or more accurately, Minecraft blocks. After a while he called us all he was done, and it looked magnificent and defied gravity. There were winding, white cobblestone roads that reached to the sky and was supported by nothing underneath. Every few metres were wide sidewalks for everyone to set up on. I picked a sidewalk, set a picnic blanket on the floor and laid out each instrument. As no children came to play, I fell asleep.

I woke up on a soft layer of grass. Not getting up, I recalled where I was and remembered the party, but I wasn't panicked that I fell asleep. Relaxed, I raised the green tambourine to the sun, its round shape parallel to the sun's glowing sides and laid it down when I heard someone call for me and came. A girl of seventeen with pastel green hair approached with a big smile, and I realized I'd slept for years. She wore a pink dress, accented with black and white, wristbands on her arms and a labelless baseball cap on her head. I asked if I'd fallen asleep and she giggled and nodded and said it was fine. I fiddled with my recorder, playing 'Shepard's Flute' from Lineage II as she said children didn't come to my station because I slept. She told me to follow so I left the instruments and held her hand through the grassy field and other stations. We stopped at the foot of a few steps leading to a platform. There were three thrones on top, and in the middle one sat a young man with the same hair and bright smile as hers. He wore a gold crown atop his head and black clothing with a sheathed sword on his belt. She ran up the stairs to her brother, who rose out of his throne to hug her and warmly welcomed me with one as well. I was close friends with these two, but closer friends with the brother rather than his sister. She soon left us and the king walked with me, watching the children play about at his birthday party.

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

I wasn't in a physical body, but I was aware of where I was in the Achievement Hunter office for Minecraft. When there are six of the guys, only three remained- there were three empty desks. Ray was there, and probably Geoff. By logic, Ryan would be the last member, because his desk located in a different room.

Thursday, May 9, 2013

I was at a strange school with people I didn't know. There were about six guys who invited me to join their fraternity; I accepted. There was a shota, and a serious, young man with dark hair, a red-head who wasn't as pretty as the rest of his brothers, and a blond. We met in the main hall with tall ceilings and filled with sunlight.  When everyone started to leave, the dark-haired one took my hand and led me away from the locker room we exited to confess he liked me, and I liked him back, but I had a boyfriend. I don't remember what happened after that.

We all had a class together and everyone's seats were separated. Our class was outdoors with pillars marking four corners, and was located beside a beach with a lighthouse. I had my tablet and was playing the first Super Mario Brothers game from Nintendo. Someone beside me was playing a Kirby game, unaware of its volume, and the teacher noticed. There was an intoxicated popular girl from a sorority who left our class, and went to the beach to swim. She left missing along with her boyfriend, the blond from the fraternity. The guy who liked me told us they might've gone to the lighthouse, so the teacher went after them angrily.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Everyone in Middle Earth gathered to watch The Lord of the Rings trilogy when night began to fall. There were many that I didn't recognize, of dwarves, hobbits, elves and humans, and they were seated on a grassy hill in rings, like in a sports stadium. I walked around looking for quests to do, as if I were in the Lord of the Rings Online MMORPG. I found Legolas with Gimli seated before him, so I zigzagged towards them, and asked Legolas if he knew of any quests. Materializing in front of him were plain, shining, gold rings, a little larger and thicker than wedding bands. He began breaking them in half so they lost their glow and became ghostly blue ones. After he'd done that, there were no other quest for me to do. I also spoke to an elegant elven maiden who told me Aragorn didn't attend the movie screenings, and I wondered what he was up to as a king.

Tuesday, March 12, 2013


I can't remember the majority of my dream, but what I do remember was being with a group of people that I may not know. We were playing a game, and I drew out a shirt tag whose designer's name was "JASON TODD" printed in navy blue capitals and pressed and dyed onto the canvas tag. I laughed and showed it to the group, whom one of them understood my amusement to the name. I was happy to see a reference to Red Hood of Batman's family.

I was with Cookie at what appeared to be a theatre or a baseball stadium lined with many folding seats in rows and groups of columns. We were going to watch something and I saw Shortbread and Wafer in seats a few distances away. I told Cookie I'll be back, and I went to see my friends. They were with the anime club members, just waiting for them, but as we talked, the show started playing. It was an anime, but someone had edited many of them so they'd all fit together as a goof crossover (for example, there were groups of pokemon in the same frame as characters from a different series). I thought this was awesome, and I wanted to share this with Cookie, but I realized I'd forgotten about him. I rushed back and he was slightly annoyed, but he kept his focus on the screen as I sat beside him. A few minutes later, I began wandering the rows and exploring the stadium by climbing stairs to higher levels and looking down.

Saturday, March 9, 2013

I was watching a movie on my computer. It was a good and sad, but imaginative. Started like a game in an almost bird's eye view, I watched a young man become surrounded by a bunch of guards who came to the sand-coloured, cobblestoned floor and bothered him for something. When they left, I don't remember the transition, but he found himself in an underground place with shadows. He became a kid here and cried as he wandered through until a little girl met him and toyed with him. She zipped through dimensions, opening and closing  windows of gold fairy dust, eventually inviting him in. The shadow world around him became lively of people hiding from the world above and its corrupt government. He lived there with her, and they grew up and married. But something happened and he died, but not by natural causes... maybe killed when the police found the place. The girl, now a woman, he behind was pregnant with their child. She raised him in his memory as a single mother, and the last scene took place in front of an ice cream shop, rebuilt in the destroyed underground dimension. The man behind the bar was broad like a sailor at a fish market. I cried through the majority of the movie and instant messaged Shortbread about it. Two little boys from my mother's side wanted to play with my computer, and because I'm a soft-spoken person, I used force when I said, "you can only watch this movie" and shoved the older child's shoulders in front of the monitor. I didn't want him playing with my files inside. He was holding two holographic fusion card monsters in his hands from the Yu-Gi-Oh trading card game, and I asked him if he liked Yu-Gi-Oh. He shyly answered me.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

I faintly remember playing My Sweet Bodyguard on my phone and finding a gacha game that gave me a bed in the game.

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