Monday, September 22, 2025

20250922 I was staying at a cottage with strangers. There were two couples, and two Filipino brothers. One night, the girl from one of the couples didn't return to the cottage at night. She was a large woman who wore a pink sweatshirt. She came back the next night and I greeted her. She didn't seem happy to be back and I realized she was trying to run away from her husband.

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I went to an underground shop that sold comics, manga, and video games. They held a pre-release copy of a "how to draw" book for me. I held on to it and left the store without paying. I realized it was still in my hand a few hours later and stuffed it in my backpack, which was full of plush animals. Cookie and Shortbread wanted to visit the store, so I went back and we ran into Amaretti. He was preparing to fly to him home country and needed something to read. I whispered to Cookie, "i still need to pay for my book but I'm scared." The staff hadn't noticed it was missing yet. Then we left the store. I kept thinking of ways to give the money, and then remembered i needed to return to give Amaretti a goodbye hug.

Saturday, June 7, 2025

20250607 
Cookie's mom came to my home at night to help me move some flowers. She saw a small box of cute, mini vases, took one, and thank me. They were late Mother's Day gifts for everyone.

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Cookie and I visited Biscotti's home where he was having a small get together. Spritz was there and so was Shortbread and Wafer. I sat on a sofa while Biscotti's mom helped me sew up a dress I was wearing. It was navy and made of velvet. 

Biscotti, Cookie and Spritz talked about the time they went to ???-Con and said I should have came. 

"I really wanted to, but I have to finish this for school," I said.

Regardless, the room turned into a crowded hallway at ???-con, where The boys were walking. Shortbread and Wafer were close behind them. Everyone stopped at a small dining area. I jealously watched as Wafer invite Spritz to the beach, hoping he wouldn't go. Biscotti would be in his home country, Shortbread wouldn't be able to either, and Cookie found her intolerable. Spritz said he'd come and Wafer shrieked out a joyous reply. 

Tuesday, January 14, 2025

20259114 i was in university but taking the subway system. I felt free of responsibility so i travelled to a mall. I went window shopping in an area that had a Chinese grocery store.

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I was in my parents' car at night, sitting beside my sister. I noticed a book in the front with my parents. I asked for it, and they handed it over. It was about Gundams, and I leafed through the full coloured pages on Gundam Wing. My dad got it free - the library let him keep it. It was in a brand new condition.

We parked underground at a huge shopping mall and went up the escalator. There was a Chinese store my mom wanted to shop in, so i sat in an area that looked like a mini food court.

I asked my mom, “are we at... Square... Square...” i couldn't recall the name.

The black lady, behind me, finished my sentence. “Square One.”

“Yes! That place!”

As my family went to look around, I went to a different table to rearrange the things in my backpack. On this table, they had a pile of books. I recognized the character on the cover of one. It was Kou Tenka from Houshin Engi, but in a doujinshi style.

Thursday, April 27, 2023

20230427 Cookie and I went to a summer camp for a day. It was in an old, Victorian home with its walls covered in old, yellowing, floral wallpaper. The camp counsellor was a woman in there late thirties. As she watched us pass, she seemed like a miserable person. She was also strict with us.


After setting down our luggage in another room, we joined everyone in a large room that served as a sitting room as well as a dining area. We sat at picnic tables as a projector screen was wheeled in front of us. One girl began eating, but the counsellor abrasively told her not to.

We as a dull movie played, I asked the counsellor if we were allowed to watch anime. She said “no” and went back to whatever was distracting her. Soon the movie ended and a slideshow of Naruto images flipped through the screen. I noted this to her and she quickly stopped the slideshow.

We were given the night off, so I took my time to pack a small backpack of the things I wanted to take with me to town. I told Cookie to go on ahead and I'll meet up with him. I stumbled choosing what I wanted to bring. 

I lost track of time; I didn't know how much had passed so I rushed outside. Luke Skywalker (from Star Wars Episode IV: Return of the Jedi) drove past me in a tractor. He said Cookie was at Canadian Tire. I rushed to meet him there when my cell phone rang. Peach called to tell me, “My boy is at Canadian Tire, whatever that means.”

Sunday, January 5, 2014

I can't remember my dream anymore, but what I do remember was having something fast paced and filled with adventure. I also had a feeling Minato from Naruto was there.

Saturday, September 7, 2013

I went into an abandoned building where someone used to lived. There was debris everywhere and it was torn down in some places. I went in with Cookie and a few classmates. Then we left because we had class. Cookie and I were in the same class and so was Maka and Black Star from Soul Eater. When recess came by, we went back to the building and I needed to change my clothes, so I told them I went in to change. Cookie's sister came and I dressed up quickly. We all went inside the the abandoned building and wandered around. It was time for class again so when I went inside, Cookie took a seat on a different table then my friends, Maka and Black Star. I noticed their square table was getting filled and I had to choose if I wanted to sit with them soon, or sit with Cookie.

Tuesday, March 12, 2013


I can't remember the majority of my dream, but what I do remember was being with a group of people that I may not know. We were playing a game, and I drew out a shirt tag whose designer's name was "JASON TODD" printed in navy blue capitals and pressed and dyed onto the canvas tag. I laughed and showed it to the group, whom one of them understood my amusement to the name. I was happy to see a reference to Red Hood of Batman's family.

I was with Cookie at what appeared to be a theatre or a baseball stadium lined with many folding seats in rows and groups of columns. We were going to watch something and I saw Shortbread and Wafer in seats a few distances away. I told Cookie I'll be back, and I went to see my friends. They were with the anime club members, just waiting for them, but as we talked, the show started playing. It was an anime, but someone had edited many of them so they'd all fit together as a goof crossover (for example, there were groups of pokemon in the same frame as characters from a different series). I thought this was awesome, and I wanted to share this with Cookie, but I realized I'd forgotten about him. I rushed back and he was slightly annoyed, but he kept his focus on the screen as I sat beside him. A few minutes later, I began wandering the rows and exploring the stadium by climbing stairs to higher levels and looking down.

Thursday, December 27, 2012

I went to Anime North with Shortbread and we wandered around looking at the street vendors. Someone was here to pick us up so we went into their car and home. In another dream I was with Cookie and we were at another anime convention or somewhere else. We saw a friend and he chatted with her. I went to the washroom several times to wash my hands and on the last time I realized I was in the men's room. No one said a thing to me and I wasn't bothered as the sign was graffitied on. Cookie wanted to use the washroom once he finished talking to our friend, so I showed him the men's room. I think his mom was there too.

Friday, October 5, 2012

Cookie bought a pirated game and bought a console so he could play it. We sat in his basement and I watched him insert the disc, then run it. It was a fighting game, borrowing the menu from Super Mario Bros. from the Nintendo game. He then played it. It was a brawl-style game, so every player was for themselves. I recognized some of the characters in it, especially the ones from Yu Yu Hakusho. The team with the characters from YYH won.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

I don't remember much of my dreams. I had more than one. For the last I remember, I went to an old folks home with Shortbread and Cookie. It was dark inside with no lighting and a dusk sun. The walls and floors were slate-coloured and made of stone. We went to a huge library and found this lady who didn't speak English. We were caught in the library by another worker, a man, who started questioning us. The home was a private place, so we said we were looking for someone, since we intended to find someone residing in the house, yet we didn't see him. The lady knew a bit of English and demonstrated by trying to read a Japanese Yu-Gi-Oh card to Cookie. We heard noises from another room and the lady became afraid. The guy who interrogated us told us to run. We followed him to a stone solarium and bolted the doors. The pursuers sounded like monsters or hungry wolves and they wanted this lady.

Monday, February 27, 2012

The two parts of my dreams I remember were disappointing. In one dream I went to Anime North held at a little, rundown house from outside, but was much larger and modern inside. It was early so I was near the beginning of the line, and I went in easily. It was Saturday morning and cloudy and grey. I got in and a few minutes later Cookie did too as I realized I changed my mind about complying. I was embarrassed to cosplay in the beginning by myself, but I realized Shortbread and her sister and her friend's would all cosplay today. I told Cookie this and he took me by the hand as we exited to go get my costume.

My second dream I was at Cookie's house with his parents. I don't remember why I needed it but Cookie's mom asked her husband to bake a complex cake for me. He was not happy as he got to work. Also she said I could clean their storage room and be paid a fee, but changed her mind this day and told me she hired a professional group to do it. I felt a part of me sink, since it took too long for me to start the task.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

I was at home and my mom was looking at a short movie I made a long time ago on her computer. It was E.P.I.C related and followed Axel and Isica mostly. The part I remember most was Axel jumping off the top of a tall building and Isica reluctantly following him down, though she was terrified of heights and falling. They had parachutes, which Isica opened and landed softly, and Axel unbuckling his before hitting the ground on his feet. They went to an elven village, which was intricately decorated. Here, the graphics came straight from the game Lineage II (though the village doesn't exist in the real game). It was a dark elven village, though they lived in a well lit society, surrounded by tall, green grass. The elves were richly dressed too, and as we watched, the loading screen came on to indicate it was truly from a game.

My second dream involved my boyfriend and his university friends. We were in someone's house and I was looking a few pictures on the wall before making my way into the room Cookie was in. He was in a meeting with his friends, and when they walked out, I watched Peach and Plum head to the front door and put their shoes on. The foyer was crowded with the guests of his cousins. I said something indicating I wanted a hug from Cookie's friends and the whole room went quiet. The two girls gave me a hug and everyone left. I returned to the room Cookie was in, and he, Mango and another guy were painting on a long, large sheet of paper. They invited me to paint along since I took art in university, so I drew something with a terribly shaped paintbrush, which now had a fish tail, and dipped it in black paint. I drew something that looked like Alucard in Hellsing, except he smoked a cigarette and had a long braid. As I painted more, he ended up looking like a character Rumiko Takahashi (the mangaka for Ranma 1/2 and Inuyasha) would draw. I kept painting until the profile view vampire hunter became a 3/4th view, large head.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

There were four families sharing the duty to protect Queen Victoria, each assigned a colour as a code name (blue, green, yellow and red). Each family rivaled the others and was made up of a handful of chosen people. Some of the members were lucky enough to be related to some of their family members, but the rest of us were forced to get along. I knew two members from the Reds. They were Shortbread, my best friend, and Tomato, my boyfriend's friend. I was in the Greens.

One day, the Blues disappeared, leaving no evidence of why. They consisted of two legendary servants of the queen; they were Ciel Phantomhive and his butler, Sebastian Michaelis (both from Kuroshitsuji). Unfortunately, with their disappearance, nature took control over the earth. Everyone was forced underground. We were in a large shelter which looked like a warehouse. Each family had their own room and were free to design it as they wished. I was the only member of the Greens left, or my members were away for the whole dream. The rooms were massive, so I filled mine with plants and tall grasses, creating a mini maze before reaching my cave-like structure of sticks and grass. Two high school-aged Chinese girls from the Yellows kept walking into my territory. These two girls were really close with each other. They shared mannerisms and beliefs. I don't remember what happened when they came.

There was a scene with Shortbread. We were in the marketplace and Shortbread recognized the queen who came up to us to chat. She wore a long, fuchsia dress with a seafoam, beaded necklace and her long, grey hair fell down her back. When Shortbread bowed, I bowed too. I have difficulty recognizing faces. I also yell out "Your Majesty!" when I'd realize who she was. She said not to yell and keep it down; she was in disguise.

Another part I remember is the queen calling a meeting, so everyone met in a small lounge outside everyone's rooms. In the meeting, she mentioned the Blues and their disappearance. We were all dismissed shortly after. I went back to my grassy room and to my cave. What I didn't realized was I was being followed. The two Yellows surprised me when I reached my cave. One held me firmly, so I couldn't move or escape, the other kissed me tightly, dropping a pill down my throat from our mouth-to-mouth contact.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

I was following the story or I was in the shoes of a name that I can't remember (but we'll call "The Great Arc Praxsis" because name shared similar grandness). As the dream went on, I followed it from end to beginning like a movie, and in the end, the credits said it was a Disney movie. To play the story right, it began as I entered Arc's classroom. Class had either ended or hasn't started but there were many students sitting in chairs and on desks socializing with one another. Arc was a swave character, sitting on the top of the second row of desks to the left (facing the front where there was a chalk board and in between them, a huge cauldron in a fireplace). In the dim-lit room of dark stone walls and floors and illuminant red-orange cracks and sealant, he was talking with his classmates who appeared either normal (dressed as if for the American Band Stand), or dressed in hooded rags. I over heard that the prettiest, smartest girl had a crush on Arc and made and used the second strongest love potion on him. He only laughed and said it wouldn't have an effect on him. I went over to his little brother about twelve to fourteen in age sitting in the backrow with two of his friends. They were getting their artwork ready for an artist alley in an anime convention. Arc called to him and hinted he wanted them to leave, so they did. I don't remember much of what happened, but I remember being at a department store like Zellers and my cousin, him and I were paying for the things we bought. I bought things and clothes to help me with my university residence. I don't know about everyone else. I remember at the end, everyone was crying and Arc was there with the girl who liked him and he liked back. They were both upset because his kid brother had dressed up to pretend to be him, since he had a crush on the same girl, but some of Arc's classmates came and ambushed him when he met up with her. I heard one guy say, "I think I killed him" before the scene went black and ended.

Note: I think Arc had learned defensive fighting that his little brother didn't know.

Monday, March 29, 2010

I wanted to show off or have some fun in a practice session. I stood in a circle with a few others playing stringed instruments. We were playing a classical song, but I was playing "White Reflection" by Two-Mix (one of the songs from Gundam Wing Endless Waltz), and it fit into the harmony as if it was naturally part of the song. I was playing a violin, but there was at least one bass/cello player. When we finished playing, the group started packing up to leave. I turned to my friend, who stood to my right, and asked her if she heard something different about the song today.

Monday, February 22, 2010

There was a war. We were in a snowy tundra with hills and large snowbanks, like the Frozen Labyrinth in Lineage II. I had a higher rank than a lowly foot soldier, but I was also a mercenary. We were against a ruler-- a woman: a queen. I had a backpack with me and wore it. The war started and our troops were still marching in a long line up, forward. I jumped over them in the grey weather, to get to the battlefield quickly. I got to the action, but I don't remember what happened to my weapon. I remembered the sword Mifune^1 (from Soul Eater) gave me before the battle. I retrieved it from my bag, but I didn't know how to use it. It was an energy blade. I didn't know how to turn it on and Mifune was busy fighting off a group of soldiers so I couldn't ask him. Someone from my unit suggested holding the button down. It had a glowing blue blade. I sliced through everything so easily.

There were a few other dreams I had, but I don't remember what happened in them; they were short scenes such as my mom buying a bag of bagels for me to eat at school.

^1 Mifune was wearing his outfit from their mission in Alaska.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

I had two dreams but I remember the first only. I was with Shortbread and a few others in EggTart's basement. On the other side of the room was Cookie. He was locked in and we spent a long time trying to get him out. Prince Soma (from Kuroshitsuji) somehow got through but also got stuck on the other side. When we finally got them out, we went to eat at a restaurant all together.

Monday, February 1, 2010

I don't remember anything of my dream except Izaya Orihara from Durarara! was in it.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

I was with my dad in our car. I don't know how to drive, but he said he'd teach me. I was still afraid to drive with him there. We drove around my hometown and it was time to pick up my mom from work. He was helping me drive, sitting at the passenger seat beside the driver. He said he'd control the pedal; I just need to worry about the steering wheel. We drove to the convenience store and parked, since we were early. There was a girl handing out coupons. She recognized me when I got out. She knew me but I didn't know her. I told her this, but I also said her face was really familiar. That made her smile. She gave me a coupon and I went into the car again, fidgeting with the stick shift before leaving the driveway.

I was at Cookie's house. His house was different than the one he had now; it was much larger and white inside, just as the furniture was as well. The sun shone in and bounced off the walls, blindingly. We sat down in front of a television and under the armchair, Cookie put a VHS in for us to watch. Cookie's stepdad came downstairs and there was a little banter from all of us before we heard a car pull into the driveway. His mom came into the door way and asked Cookie to greet his cousin, aunt and uncle^1. As he was greeting his aunt and uncle, his cousin came up to me. He was a little taller than Cookie with fair skin and light hair^2. He leaned into me, and I thought he was going to give a greeting where your cheek touches as you make a kissy sound in the air, but when I realized it didn't look like one, I put my fingers in front of my lips, which he kissed instead. Before I could see his reaction, Cookie dragged me away. When I looked back, his cousin looked bitter. Cookie and I walked around the house, talking about him and the situation. He's visited before and he's been like that in the past. We walked through the autumn garden to the backyard, where there was a glass shelter roof and wooden walls. It was like a shed but it was for plants so it wasn't locked (it had no door). We talked a little bit there on what we were going to do, and shortly we were interrupted by his cousin. He cornered us and I forgot most of the dialogue, but it was about being in love with me and wanting me. His father came in, who was a priest. He was trying to calm his son down as he took a seat near the entrance. Cookie's cousin was acting like a spoiled child. He wanted his way and called for his mother when his dad wouldn't allow him his wish.

"What was her old name again?" he yelled at his father, who called his mother.
"Weed!"

His mother walked in, and by the looks of her strut, I would've guessed she was a former prostitute. It seemed like their son had a problem, so he was spoiled by his parents. More arguing between the family started and things were a blur until a puff of smoke cleared up and Cookie was alone with his uncle. Time was paused for that smoke, and when it cleared, the boy, his mother and I were gone. I was kidnapped.

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^1 These relatives are non-existent.
^2 The boy could've been a younger Giriko from Soul Eater.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I was with Shortbread. It seemed like we had both just finished work in the afternoon. We came out of a small mall and went to the picnic bench just outside the entrance to the grocery store, taking a seat. Shortbread and I were talking, but the last thing I remember was her telling me she had to go buy food to barter for something else... I think it was another food. She left her backpack with me, as she left, two girls came with the intent to take the table from us... or we were their targets for something else. I don't remember what happened between this time, except that they were in conversation, but I could feel some sort of hostility coming from them. When Shortbread came out, I don't remember exactly what happened, but we were ready to run. Before they chased us through the parking lot, I walked up to the girl in a light blue coat, which stopped above her knee. She looked a lot like my character avatar from TinierMe (and the girl she was with also looked like Shortbread's avatar, wearing a red shirt). I pounded my fists at her a few times before we dashed away, toward a group of people who we knew and knew us. They were the characters from Yu-Gi-Oh season one, except they were... a little different in personality. I remember we escaped with them because the girls wouldn't come near them. We followed them going up a spiral staircase outdoors, with Seto Kaiba carrying someone over his shoulders. He wasn't at all serious and mean, as he was in the North American version of the anime.

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