Thursday, September 3, 2026
20260903 I visited a local festival near my home, where I visited many community centres. I visited one, where I met my old friend from middle school, Y---. After she graduated middle school, she disappeared so I was happy to see her again. She invited me to visit at her house, so I did. She lived well-off, in a huge mansion with a home movie theatre. At the moment, she was playing music amd am equalizer was shown on the screen. I selected a different song - one that said 4D - and the visual switched to a different colour. I felt the music. Not like powerful bass, but inside me. I could feel the song in the body part the song intended. It was incredible and intense.
Labels: emotion: happy, theme: music, theme: school
Sunday, April 13, 2025
20250413 i was at a cottage, with lots of my baby's things. Because we didn't bring suitcases qith us, I put all of our things in white garbage bags. Pur bags were scattered around the room, but my baby's bags were stored in a closet without sliding doors, at the front exit. It contained mostly borrowed baby things from my sis-in-law.
My parents came to visit. They also wanted to help me while there. I had just finished cooking lunch, when i noticed all of my baby's bags were missing. Frantic, i asked my parents who said they threw them away in a far dumpster. Cookie saw my trouble and asked what happened. I told him and we went out looking for baby's things. As I climbed into my forst dumpster, Cookie called a small group of people he knew to help.
When I climbed into my next dumpster, some of Cookie's friends victoriously ran to us. They have found the bags. I felt overjoyed and relieved.
Saturday, February 1, 2025
20250201 It was a beautiful spring day. The leaves were bright green in the sun. I took Baby out on a front facing stroller on public transit, where we got off on a busy street corner near the lake of our metropolitan city. I pushed Baby not far, until we reached a kiosk selling books, board games, plush animals and VHS with bright, realistic illustrations of animals.
I turned the corner to see if they were there. Spritz and his mother were behind the counter, helping customers with transactions while his younger sister sat on the carpeted floor in a white dress, talking and thanking customers and people that came. Spritz was the first to notice me and waved. He had his normal haircut but with experimental short bangs, and his glasses turned into shades in the UV sunlight.
When the crowd left, I approached them and introduced Baby. I asked if she still had copies of the children's book she illustrated and that I'd like to buy a copy.
Thursday, June 1, 2023
20230601 I lived back in my old condo by the Toronto Waterfront, but the layout looked a lot more like my childhood apartment. I awoke from an afternoon nap, and Cookie kissed my forehead. As we were lying on our hotel-white bedsheets, Cookie bolts up and starts rushing to get dressed.
“What's wrong?” I asked.
He pointed to the ceiling, quiet. Listening carefully, I heard it. The carbon monoxide alarms were ringing throughout the building except in our suite. As soon as I was dressed, we peered out our front door and descended the stairs to the courtyard on the 8th floor.
My mom, dad and sister sat at a picnic table where we joined them. I don't remember what happened, but soon we were allowed back into our homes.
Once inside our apartment's white walls, technicians went suite-to-suite checking everyone's alarms. I saw something stuck in ours, hence why it didn't ring, and I pulled it out. The alarm began buzzing and ringing. Luckily, not long after, two male technicians inspected ours and I confessed I broke ours just now. The Latino American one excused himself, saying he'll be back with a new one. I'm not sure where Cookie had gone, but I was alone with the other one. He was Caucasian with brown hair that was mildly curly and a little longer than his ears (he looked a little like Hunter Doohan from the show Wednesday). He was attractive, and despite being confident around his friend, he was shy. He showed me a video that his company made using a drone. We spoke a little and exchanged emails for instant messaging.
Sometime in the future, we had friends over and I messaged him to come join us. When he came, I spent most of my time with him. At one [point, he sat at Cookie's work desk, set up his mini laptop and began typing away, working. I turned around and sorted through cellphone batteries on my desk, finding one that was swollen. I made a mental note to take it to the store to be recycled.
It was morning, and when everyone had left, Cookie and I went for a walk. When we went to the brown postboxes to get our mail, a dog approached us and began pooping in front of us. Cookie stepped back.
“She's very lovely. Or he,” I told the owner, disregarding the dog's actions.
She was a blond, elderly, round woman. She looked at me. “Thank you for not assuming her gender. I don't know what it is.” When the dog was done, they were off and so were we.
I don't remember why, but I stopped to pet an Irish shepherd's silky head, but as she flopped on her back, I decided to lie on the pavement and continue rubbing. Soon a new dog came by and got rubs and cuddles. Then I felt one with curly fur crawl under my legs and lie down. Soon there was a dog by my face. It looked familiar with a salt and peppered black coat and face.
“Hello,” I said to the dog, as its owners came to me happily. It was Cherry and her boyfriend. I looked under my legs to see Peach and Tomato's two, sweet dogs. I enjoyed being in that dog pile, in the sunshine.
Tuesday, May 2, 2023
20230502 I was with The Bad Batch (from Star Wars: The Bad Batch). Although I don't remember what happened, I remember spending most of my time with Wrecker who had a smile on his face. They wore their season one armour.
Labels: emotion: happy, theme: tvshow
Monday, October 4, 2021
20211004
I was sleeping at a motel with Cookie. We had separate beds. I woke up, hearing someone hacking away at our door. The second part of this dream was when I walked to the motel room alone at night. I ran in the door and locked it immediately. I rubbed some kind of grease all over the door and lock as a safety measure from remembering a man break in and attack me.
In my second dream, I was in a classroom of about seven, held in a garage. We sat on desks and chairs. The teacher, my boss, was telling us to place priority in selling this place - the beaten up garage that we sat in.
A lady stood up. “I gotta go,” she said.
“Me too!” I jumped up, shoving papers into my dark brown, leather bag. I left.
Everyone from, the television show, Heels were seated on a long, long table for dinner. My seat was near an end. A little late, as everyone was seated and eating. I ran to my spot, apologizing, and before I could sit down on the bench, I heard my name called ((my real name)). Looking up, Bobby Pin pointed at a man seated at the end of the table. My favourite wrestler ((in this world, I guess)), Roman Reigns, was seated there. It took me a while to realize who it was. I jumped up and ran to him; he got up too. I stopped short of colliding face first into his chest when I realize I should ask permission first.
“Can I hug you?”
”Of course,” he said, arms wide open. I cried in his long hug. After a while of talking, he had to go. When he was gone, I walked up to Bobby, still seated on a bench beside Diego and across from Apocalypse. He was the only one I told who was my favourite wrestler. I threw my arms around him and decided to kiss him for as long as I can. I sat beside him, an arm around his back and one had on his knee. I stayed there for a little while, enjoying his warmth.
Friday, October 1, 2021
20210928 With a cocktail in hand, I was at a party with Bobby Pin, from Heels. He was dressed in a white suit with a black, collared shirt underneath. It was late Spring, and the sun was high in the sky. We'd just met and I spent most of the party talking to him. A part of our conversation became about getting swindled by someone we both knew. Excitedly, he told me about [something relating to the same guy]. I joked that we should break into his office to get back our money, and he thought it was an excellent idea.
Outside a very, long rectangular building, resembling a log cabin, we snuck about outside, dodging doorways and windows. When we'd reach a window leading into an office, he glanced about, saying he'd keep a look out while I jumped inside. Not long after, people began exciting a nearby building, making their way to this one. They were all dressed in their Sunday best. This building was a reception to something they'd just attended.
Friday, January 3, 2020
One evening, I was in Toronto, wandering the PATH below numerous buildings that stretched towards the sky. Checking my wristwatch, it was almost nine, and I decided, since I was in the area, I should gather my courage and visit my old friends and workplace, as they are [in real life] closing their doors very soon. Self-conscious that I haven't showered before visiting, I pressed on, knowing time is limited and I will never see these people, that I loved, ever again.
I stumbled to the front entrance, where two of my old supervisors saw me. They were beautiful, and always have been. Grannysmith's hair had grown incredibly long, and she'd dyed streaks of red into it. The other had become leaner, and she stood taller, her red hair still shiny in the dim light. They came out to greet me in hugs. I've told them I came because I've heard they'd be gone soon.
One of the ladies that, when I worked there, worked mornings in the deli department was now a grocery clerk, closing this night. She was the mother one of a supervisor I use to have. Lifting a box, she asked if I could help, as the other two couldn't leave their post. I agreed, always happy to be of some use. Picking up box, I followed her to the other side of the store. The tiles weren't grey anymore, but cream with the same spotted pattern as on quail eggs. The store's brand colour of a vivid green was now a dark brown. Before entering a doorway to a room in the back, I noticed Honeycrisp in an aisle by bags of rice. I wiggled my fingers in a "hello" and he nodded in response. The walls in this small room were cream and dingy.
When we set the boxes down, I turned around to find Honeycrisp behind me. "Look," he said, lifting his shirt a little around his waist, revealing the skin of his belly.
"I have jellies too!" Without much thought, I pulled up my ugly, white t-shirt in comparison, then cringed, embarrassed at my muffin top.
"No, I meant the scar."
He pointed to a surgical scar about an inch long, a little ways below and left of his belly button. I stared with wide-eyed fascination [I love scars].
Monday, July 1, 2019
I applied and got hired back at my old grocery retail job, but instead of a store, we were all inside an old house in the suburbs, and we were more students than clerks and cashiers.
There was a man in the garage. After introductions with him, I asked, "who runs the store now?" Knowing I meant, 'what's the hierarchy of power like?', he told me Shortbread and two others were (managers were just there for show). As I was talking to him, I felt someone's tall shadow creep up on me. Turning around, I was happy to see Honeycrisp. I squashed him in a long hug. Instead of his regular Swiss Army backpack, he had a messenger bag in black; it reminded me of a (fictional) day I rewrote his notes to a legible state.
After the hug, I took his hand and we went into the house, and to a cramped bathroom. I sat on the toilet seat cover and he laid his head on my lap. I folded my torso over and sandwiched him in a hug. We stayed like that for a little while, enjoying each other's... aura? Presence? I missed being around him.
Whether or not this was a school or a store, I kept my eye on my watch until it was time to get started. He got up and left, and I left a couple of minutes after to a classroom we both were required to attend.
Everyone in the class didn't care about rules, or what everyone else was doing. They just needed to show up. The professor put a movie on a screen hung on the wall, but no one paid attention. This was normal and expected. I walked in, past Honeycrisp, pretending I didn't know him. I sat alone in a corner. The prof asked, "what are you going to do, (name)?" in an accusatory tone. I shakily replied I was going to learn today.
Wednesday, April 24, 2019
The only thing that happened, that I remember, was Honeycrisp walking through a doorway in his navy, puffy coat. Happy, I ran into him, giving him a bear hug. He hugged me back. He had a huge smile on his face, happy to see me.
* When I woke up, I felt the hug, and I'm upset it wasn't real, especially because he is currently angry at me.
Labels: emotion: happy, emotion: love, person: honeycrisp
Wednesday, January 9, 2019
All I remember of the dream was that I was with Honeycrisp. He put an arm around me and cuddled me as I hugged him.
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
I had two dreams that were related.
I was at an event with my parents at my family church. Even though the location's space was smaller, there were still the same amount of visitors. They had a guest speaker today, and because I arrived late, I had to operate the projector via a computer. During the sermon, the speaker called for those who lived east of a certain city. My mother called me over, and as I walked, everyone's eyes were on me. She told me to join the group kneeling pm the carpet at the front. One of the church's older members, and another child member were kneeling, so it seemed like a game to me. I knelt with them, my head fully on the carpet before me, and wrapped my arms around it, covering my sight. I heard a tinge of my favourite song in the background, and as I heard more, I realized it was Rev Theory's "Far From Over" playing, muffled through the walls. Worried, I left my ipod touch playing, I got up (and I woke up from this dream).
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Lying in bed at my husband's and my apartment, I heard "Far From Over" through the walls. The song changed quickly before the guitar riff began, but I still had to find its source. I wanted to give whoever it was with the music something, so they'd play it. I followed my ears to the balcony. Down below, on the street, a group of boys were dancing to rock music. The doors squeaked as I opened them, and they heard me. One of the boys had a boom box on his shoulder, and he waved to me and I waved back. I rushed to get ready and watch them on this grey, winter day.
Friday, May 9, 2014
Cookie and I were hanging out at his house. It was large and empty, except for the very basic of furniture. We were in the computer room, that looked much like the one at Willow. I don't remember how this happens, but the engagement ring he'd given me broke into three pieces. The gold, thin band turned brass, and the diamond wasn't clear anymore. I held the pieces in my hands, showing them to Cookie, who assured me it was okay it was broken. I was upset and wanted to go to the store he bought it from to see if they could fix it. He led me away from the library, and upstairs, overlooking the front door. I remember his laughter sounded much like Robin from Young Justice. I hit his chest with my fist lightly, telling him not to laugh like that. Secretly, I liked his laugh. I kissed him, thinking he was cute. We heard the front door open, and peered below to see his older sister and brother-in-law walk in. We thought we had the house to ourselves for the day.
Labels: emotion: happy, emotion: sad, person: cookie, theme: comics
Monday, January 6, 2014
I went to a costume party of Cookie's friend's, only I was invited with Shortbread and Wafer. We played some games, one where I needed to change my clothes. I changed into a white dress and stockings, pretending to be a character related to the winter weather. I sat down at a couch where everyone was gathered around in a group of couches arranged in a circle. Beside me was one of her friends, then a girl with blond hair who changed out of her costume. I noticed it well because she dressed up as Robin from the DC universe and it was set in front of her. Beside her was Cookie's friend, Dani. I lost where Shortbread and Wafer were, and they were gone. Soon it was after midnight. I called Cookie to come get me, and then my parents arrived at the front door and I forgot about Cookie as I rushed to get all my stuff together. Everyone was leaving as the party was over. The doorbell rang and it was my mom. I gathered my things and before I left, and Dani gave me a gift. I also told the Robin I loved her costume. I went outside to the parking lot, looking for my parents and my sister came up to me telling me she came to pick me up. I already told her our parents were already here and that's when I realized Cookie must be too. I tried to call Cookie and tell him I already had a ride, secretly hoping I would see him.
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
I can't remember the majority of my dream, but what I do remember was being with a group of people that I may not know. We were playing a game, and I drew out a shirt tag whose designer's name was "JASON TODD" printed in navy blue capitals and pressed and dyed onto the canvas tag. I laughed and showed it to the group, whom one of them understood my amusement to the name. I was happy to see a reference to Red Hood of Batman's family.
I was with Cookie at what appeared to be a theatre or a baseball stadium lined with many folding seats in rows and groups of columns. We were going to watch something and I saw Shortbread and Wafer in seats a few distances away. I told Cookie I'll be back, and I went to see my friends. They were with the anime club members, just waiting for them, but as we talked, the show started playing. It was an anime, but someone had edited many of them so they'd all fit together as a goof crossover (for example, there were groups of pokemon in the same frame as characters from a different series). I thought this was awesome, and I wanted to share this with Cookie, but I realized I'd forgotten about him. I rushed back and he was slightly annoyed, but he kept his focus on the screen as I sat beside him. A few minutes later, I began wandering the rows and exploring the stadium by climbing stairs to higher levels and looking down.
Sunday, January 6, 2013
I was in a car with Cookie and his mom. We were headed to his cousin's university because he forgot a banner for a dance performance he was participating in. It had already started when we arrived. Cookie's mom gave one side of the banner to Cookie to hold and ran across the stage to the other side. I didn't see it, but I heard Cookie start cracking up. The song ended soon (which was "Rolling Girl" by Wowaka, sung by Akiakane). He told me at the end that his mom stopped in the middle of the stage in front of the dancers during the performance with the banner in hand. I didn't understand why that was so funny, but it made me so happy to see him laugh like that.
Labels: emotion: happy, person: cookie, theme: music
Monday, August 27, 2012
Shortbread and I were on a school trip together. Our school booked buses for us and the station resembled an airport. There were stores and restaurants set up around with cream, shiny wall and floor tiles. There was a wonderful sense of freedom and independence. We walked and chatted as we made our way to our bus' location, like we were flight stewardesses from an important airline.
Labels: emotion: happy, person: shortbread, theme: adventure
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
I was with Wafer and Shortbread on a boardwalk on a warm summer dusk. We followed the edge of the beach where stores and sidewalks have been erected and small, outdoor shops sold things on the sidewalk. They were old and used items, much like a flea market. There was also a musician that we passed who played an acoustic guitar. We followed the stores to the end then came back to have a second look at the merchandise. Part of it had the atmosphere of the first day of university, when students would be carefree and loaf about. When we reached the guitarist again, he stopped us and chatted, asking something like why didn't we stop to listen to him- people like him need a show of love. So, I gave him a hug, but he wanted people to stop and listen to him.
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
I went grocery shopping with my sister for some things our mom needed and as we were picking up a cart, we ran into Benedict Cumberbatch. Excited, I rushed to him and chatted I knew my sister was a huge fan (not in real life) but she didn't go near him or try to say "hi". She ended up leaving to go to another store within the small mall and I spent time with Cumberbatch, wandering around until the mall turned into the foyer of a hotel. To our left, we circled a big breakfast pavilion in the shape of a circle. I took a picture of it as we passed with my cellphone's camera to use as a game background later. While I still had my phone out, I asked if we could take a picture together and he agreed. My sister caught up with us and I asked if she wanted to take a picture with him. She acted shy and aloof but said yes. I didn't know how to use her camera and it wouldn't autofocus correctly. I fiddled with the settings and when I looked up again, a group of cosplayers ended up posing beside Cumberbatch; my sister was not by his side anymore. I tried taking another picture without luck and the group kept getting bigger and longer that my sister was no longer close enough near him to take a decent picture. This kept going on until Cumberbatch said he had to go. He was getting fed up of waiting for a faulty camera to work. I gave the camera back to my sister as the crowd dispersed and told her I didn't get a picture- she wasn't close enough to him.
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
I was with the couple, Peach and Tomato, their friend, Tyrell and Cookie. We were sitting in a booth at a restaurant, laughing and talking. It was happy.
Labels: emotion: happy, group: cookiefriends, person: cookie
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