Saturday, May 25, 2024

20240525 I went with Cookie's aunt's immediate family to a club his grandfather use to visit. It was full of seniors of different races and ages, though everyone was older than seventy. On this day, they were having a party - a potluck was laid out across a long table in this small hall.


Grandfather stayed home while Aunt's family and I went in his place. When we arrived, Aunt picked up a paper plate and began filling it with food. The rest of us followed suit. The others stopped what they did and stared. We felt self-conscious, so we left the party, bringing our plates with us. 
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I was with another boy, but I wasn't in my body. I had dirty blond hair, tied in a ponytail and a proportionately slim body. This boy wouldn't give me what was in his hand, and I wanted it, terribly. I kissed him. It was soft and sweet. He relaxed his teasing posture as I took the item from his hand.

Wednesday, March 27, 2024

20240327 I was on vacation with Cookie, in a different country with lots of sunshine and grass. When I tried to put my glasses back on, the screw holding one of my lenses popped out. I didn't have a mini screwdriver with me. I am completely blind without them.

Monday, May 29, 2023

20230529 I was graduation a second time in high school with Cookie, Shortbread, and Wafer. I'd reenrolled back to school to gain knowledge for a new career path.

We were gathered in the same room with separate washrooms for girls and boys. The girls were given violet dresses to wear and the boys dark grey suits.

Each of us was given a purple sheet of paper with accomplishment phrases in a grid. We had to cross the ones we've done and speak about each accomplishment during the ceremony. I set mine down, with my purse, on a velvet, rose-coloured chair before using the washroom. When I came out, the paper was gone before I had a chance to read it.

I frantically looked around as everyone else completed theirs and filed into the auditorium, taking a seat in rows on the floor.

I wandered out of the room to see if a custodian threw it away. Before I knew it, the ceremony was done. Everyone graduated except me.

Sunday, May 28, 2023

 20230528 Rummaging through a filled garage, stacked with rows upon rows of metal shelves, I came across a partially opened cardboard box. I pulled out a picture book with a familiar-looking girl on the cover. It was a book about Jyn Erso's adventures before the events of Star Wars: Rogue One.

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Cookie's four-year-old nephew was having another birthday party for his friends only. Despite not having children, cookie and I were invited, so we awkwardly watched children run around the party hall.

Stacks of colouring sheet packages and a cup of crayons sat on a foldable table. I took one stack and began colouring the dinosaur-themed package. Not soon after, the nephew's mother's friend, and her two sons, were leaving. She searched the colouring packages for her sons' names but only found one. Dread set into my system as I flipped through the sheets I found a name written on the top right of the package.

I rushed to Cookie's nephew's mother telling her what I'd accidentally done - I didn't know they were only for the children. Overhearing my panic, my mother-in-law handed me a black USB stick and pointed me to a door.

"You can print out more colouring pages in there," she said, patting my shoulder.

Cookie and I entered the room. Everything was white. The only things in the room were a single computer and a black printer in the centre of the room. I booted up the stick in Windows Explorer to see thousands of files, and to my horror, none of them were in folders. I used the search function without luck, and after a few minutes, I decided to try searching on the internet for the exact same colouring book pages to print.

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