Saturday, February 4, 2023
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I went to a cottage with Cookie and his family. I brought us a meal I cooked for us and his cousin was cooking breakfast. His three year old nephew came to me, wanting to play, but I had to eat breakfast, I said. He was cooked some seitan bacon and it was placed in my plate on top of pork bacon. I got up, asking for another plain plate to transfer the bacon and wondering if it's still okay for him to eat because he's vegan. When his cousin finished cooking breakfast, we all took our plate and sat down. They were completely filled with perfectly round meatballs and I struggled to keep them on my plate. As I sit down, the mearballs fall off my p;ate and onto the bench we all sat on. As I picked up my food, I heard the television play, “I Want to Spend My Lifetime Loving You” from the Zorro movies with Antonio Banderas and Catherine Zeta Jones.
Finishing my shift at a retail store, I left the store, and exited into the sunshine. It was sunny and beautiful by the beach. I shaded my eyes with my hands and saw Oliver Queen waving me over. In his arms was his three year old daughter and he wore a red, unbuttoned Hawaiian shirt with lavender Bermuda shorts. His wife was sitting beside him building a sandcastle with another child of theirs.
I ran towards them and he gave me a hug. Looking behind me, he said, “look who's giving you goo-goo eyes still.”
I look and see crowds of people exiting the way I came and Honeycrisp staring at us. His hair was long and tied back and wore relaxed suitwear.
“You think?” I asked rhetorically.
“Uh-huh.”
Honeycrisp ran to us and said something I don't remember as Ollie received a call.
“We've got to go,” he said, as some crystal shapes zoomed out of the sky snd into our hands, except Honeycrisp's. I waved goodbye as we were teleported away.
Sunday, July 7, 2019
I had two dreams in my nap.
In the first dream, I went back to the store I worked, and I found Honeycrisp. He wrapped me in his arms, and I hugged him back. I couldn't let go -- I didn't want to.
The second dream was like a movie. I was a student as a young adult. It was a sunny day and I've gone to live in a studio with others. I had a crush on a Caucasian, blond guy, but he liked my brunette friend who was popular with the guys. He had a friend who was shorter, had dark hair and a tan. His friend would spend a lot of time with me. We lived in a multiplex with a large courtyard that had a projection unit and a white sheet to play movies on at night. We lived by the beach.
I heard from my friend, as well as my crush, that his dark haired friend had a crush on someone. They believed it was me. I was excited to hear that, because it sucked having a crush on a boy who likes your friend, and it sucks when you like both of the people involved. I was ready to forget my feelings for the blond and move on.
One morning, we were all at the beach. I was in a little shack built as shade with my crush. We laid on our stomachs, watching my friend under a giant, yellow umbrella in the sand. She was selling something she made. His dark-haired friend strutted towards her, and asked her something that was out of an earshot to us. He had a bouquet of flowers, wrapped in coloured paper and cellophane in hand. She pointed in the direction of two girls who approach them. Dark-haired got down on a knee and presented the flowers to her, saying something that excited the two girls. I felt my heart sink.
My crush gave me a sympathetic hug. "I'm sorry," he said. "I thought he liked you for sure."
Wednesday, February 10, 2016
Three dreams.
1. Cookie and I were in the living room of my old apartment at 9L. With us were three mothers with their children ages 3-5, running wildly and loudly about. Out of the hallway, Mango was sleep deprived and drunk. He held a box cutter in alert, ready to swipe at anyone. The children began screaming. Cookie cautiously approached, but Mango knew he would try to take the blade and slashed at his hands. I looked at our golden-haired friend and noticed how dark his skin was under his eyes. I jumped from my seat, and being coy and cute, I tried to coax him into giving it to me, but he slashed my hands and I stumbled back as my blood pooled in my hands.
2. Cookie and I were going on a vacation with my family. In a spacious version of the 9L living room, we were packing our suitcases, and my mother was trying to pick out which suitcases Cookie and I should use. We were given huge, red ones, but I wanted to pack light.
Sometime later, Cookie and I were strolling around a mall. A few mini faeries caught my attention, and we stopped to have a look. Among other little trinkets, they were placed on a table. The store owner, an old, sweet lady, talked to us about our interest. Cookie held the conversation, and I my mind quickly drifted away, finding myself in a room with endless sky and no ground beneath. I held on to many coloured chains made of words and letters that formed the shape of a balloon. I held on, climbing down until I was beneath it and seeing where all the chains ended. I pulled and twisted them so they wouldn't be uneven, and I was brought back to the mall. The old lady had gathered a few 'volunteers', Cookie and I among them. The lady told us we were going to visit somewhere no one knows about, and I found myself back in the sky. The lady noticed something different about the chain balloon - someone had tampered with it, and I came clean. I don't remember what happens, but when we came back, I told the shop owner we'd have a look around before we purchase the faeries.
3. I was in some kind of danger, but I didn't know from what. I wasn't afraid. John Reese (from the television show, Person of Interest) escorted me to a grimy, rundown corner house that became a store in a dirty part of the city. There were few windows, and the lighting was dim. He patted my shoulder and said he'd be back. In the little window by the door, I watched him exit and lean against a lamp post across the street. A shady man with a small package approached him. They exchanged a few words before a fight and many more men joined. When the fight was over, he pried the box from the first man's hands, and came back to the shop. Watching all that happen, I wanted to be a policeman.
Next, I was in university again. On a tropical island, I stood on one of the floating docks. I'd chosen an elective which was taken by those studying law enforcement - some kind of police drills. Unfortunately, the class' time collided with another - a dance class of some kind. I looked at my classmates. Of everyone, I only recognized Flan. Someone was whispering my name. At first, I ignored it, thinking I'd misheard, but when it was clear, I turned to see my best university friend, Cupcake, waving at me. Having a closer look at her classmates, they were everyone else I took my art courses with. I figured us art students we divided either into law enforcement drills or dance classes.
After the sun had set, we were still in the water. I lost my balance and fell into the deep, dark teal water. I quickly got the hang of floating and swimming, and soon I was floating and watching the star-filled sky on my back.
Thursday, May 9, 2013
I was at a strange school with people I didn't know. There were about six guys who invited me to join their fraternity; I accepted. There was a shota, and a serious, young man with dark hair, a red-head who wasn't as pretty as the rest of his brothers, and a blond. We met in the main hall with tall ceilings and filled with sunlight. When everyone started to leave, the dark-haired one took my hand and led me away from the locker room we exited to confess he liked me, and I liked him back, but I had a boyfriend. I don't remember what happened after that.
We all had a class together and everyone's seats were separated. Our class was outdoors with pillars marking four corners, and was located beside a beach with a lighthouse. I had my tablet and was playing the first Super Mario Brothers game from Nintendo. Someone beside me was playing a Kirby game, unaware of its volume, and the teacher noticed. There was an intoxicated popular girl from a sorority who left our class, and went to the beach to swim. She left missing along with her boyfriend, the blond from the fraternity. The guy who liked me told us they might've gone to the lighthouse, so the teacher went after them angrily.
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
I was with Wafer and Shortbread on a boardwalk on a warm summer dusk. We followed the edge of the beach where stores and sidewalks have been erected and small, outdoor shops sold things on the sidewalk. They were old and used items, much like a flea market. There was also a musician that we passed who played an acoustic guitar. We followed the stores to the end then came back to have a second look at the merchandise. Part of it had the atmosphere of the first day of university, when students would be carefree and loaf about. When we reached the guitarist again, he stopped us and chatted, asking something like why didn't we stop to listen to him- people like him need a show of love. So, I gave him a hug, but he wanted people to stop and listen to him.
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Cookie spontaneously visited my home and asked if I wanted to go to downtown Toronto with him and his university friends, Peach and Tomato. They had some business there, but Cookie knew I loved exploring new places so he wanted to take me a long. I got ready in about five minutes and called my mom from my cell to tell her where I was going. I was worried that she'd say 'no', but I got her voicemail and decided I'll call later again. Tomato and Peach were already sitting in the backseat waiting for us and waved when they saw me. We drove off altogether. The sun was bright in the sky.
This dream seemed like a continuation. It was past dusk and almost dark out, but Cookie was already in the water. I struggled, trying to figure out how I wanted to undress before I go swimming on the beach. I decided I'd wear my yellow-orange bikini under my t-shirt and go in that way. Some of our friend's were in the water, and some of them stayed on the sand to look at the sky.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
I was at another vacation with Cookie, at a beach and resort. We were staying at a small hut by the pool, but he had classes at a two story building that was like housing. We were there for his professor's wedding. We finished his class and everyone was cleaning up the room before leaving. I was with his female classmates and they weren't doing the dishes. I wanted to get it done so we could leave so I gently shoved her aside so I could do it. I accidentally splashed water on the counter, making her shirt end wet, and she got angry so I dumped a bucket of water all over me, telling her I was sick with a cold, but this would be fair for her. I continued washing and something happened and she was soaked, so I soaked myself and told her I cared and it was fair. Someone was about to smash her head in, and I covered her head with my body and said not to, because it wasn't right. Cookie was in the room and he wasn't pleased by... I don't know why. He left the room when the professor dismissed us and I ran to try and catch up with him. I went back to the hut we were staying in, and it had no walls so I saw him upset and hugging his uncle's mother, then his female closest cousin. I went inside since we had to get ready for the wedding soon. I was disappointed when Cookie didn't give me a hug and acted reluctant to stay near me. As his main cousin group gathered, we tried to figure out what to do before the wedding. Someone suggested swimming at the beach, but I told them I forgot my swimsuits, since we packed quickly before leaving to this destination. His cousin said I could borrow one of her swimsuits, but I told her, "I didn't de-hair," and pointed to my under arms. Regardless, we were at the beach at dusk. I felt like Cookie didn't want me around, so I went off and followed his youngest cousin through the sand dunes and water. I kept thinking about digging a hole of sand where I can bury my body and lie there abandoned, when two girls came up to his cousin and asked if he wanted a toy. It was a collectable, so they gave it to him and went walking along as he said he already had it. I buried myself into the sand by the beach under the night sky and he raced off, since the wedding was beginning. I was curious and I was on vacation because of the wedding, so I detached my soul and flew to the wedding gathering. I wanted to see Cookie and realized he sat in the front row beside the youngest, and behind him was an empty seat. I wanted to see if he cared about me still, but I guessed my seat was behind him now. A song was playing about two eggplants as the couple at the front stood to begin. I stood by Cookie's side as a ghost, but I was shocked when he patted my shoulder and whispered we should play this eggplant song at our wedding. I didn't think he could see me. I looked back at my body in the sand, but I couldn't really see it. I wondered if everyone else could see me. I was upset still because that's all he had to say to me after the day's worth of silence.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
I had a few dreams, but three I'm sure I definitely had. I don't remember the first of the three anymore, but in the second, I was given a package by my mom. Inside it was a letter and a few things from the events described in the letter. I read it, and as I did, I saw pictures of the people described in the letter. They were all at the beach. The ones I can remember most were the two groups at the end. One was a couple and the other had three guys who were best friends.
In my last dream, I was a princess. It was announced that a contest was being held to find my favourite/the most beautiful flower. I don't know what the prize was, but I knew exactly what I was looking for: a Gaillardia. I went to a stall which had a shy, poor, young woman. I looked at her flowers and pointed out the ones which caught my eye. There were rich violet coloured flowers and I told her that I'd give her a hint. I was still looking for my Gaillardias, but I still was looking at other flowers in case they weren't in the kingdom. I felt bad because I felt like someone overheard me give a hint. I was debating whether I should give her a hint too.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
I was at the beach with Axel, or another guy I met that seemed like him. I'm sure it was another guy. We walked along the shore and talked about things like how we met. He belonged to another group, but he and I spent some time alone. We met by a mistake-- That's all I can remember. The hotel rooms were like on a cruise. Everyone had their own private bedrooms shared with a friend, and then everything else was public. We split ways after a while, and while going to the bathrooms, I ran into Samuel Milby from the movie, "And I Love You So". He seemed to recognize me since we met at the movie theatre that my family and I watched it in (Note: not a real memory). I asked if he could come with me so I could take his picture for my mom who loved the movie. He followed me to my room which wasn't far from the bathrooms. When I went in, a mom and her child came in too. Her child needed something, so I let them in and grabbed my camera case. When I went to Milby, who was waiting outside my door, I reached in for my camera and it wasn't there. I asked him to wait a little longer and I went back in my room to go find it quickly.
Labels: group: family, location: beach, theme: movie, theme: search
Sunday, September 13, 2009
I was at Cookie's house and there were birds that were in a cage. I stayed in a guest room by the beach. The birds were yellow and green... Are they cockatils? They were wiggling their way out of the cage. The cage was a wire cage with large spacing. The birds were strong enough to bend the wires or snap it with their beaks. Under the cage was a puddle of liquid that I assumed was their urine. When they escaped, I chased them around the room. I reached up and one landed on my finger. I was afraid I'd get bitten by it, but I still reached out and caught another. I put two into a paper bag and ties it. The birds were eating through the paper so I whacked it, and the birds seemed unconscious and bleeding from their heads. I rushed out to ask Cookie's parents for a cage for the birds. Cookie's mom told me to talk to her husband, and he said that there should be one outside on the sand. I took it and went back. On the way, I saw Cookie's sister and her boyfriend in another room. They asked what the cage was for. I got back into the room, and the birds were still flying around.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Shortbread, Gaufrette, Biscotti and I were all in the same school. We had a break in our gym class, where we were watching a movie, so we went out and wandered into the street, to a park, then a beach. I kept an eye at the time. Gaufrette and Shortbread sprinted off halfway into the beach when I called them back, since it was time for our break to almost end. We walked to the park where earlier, we saw a large patch of orange lilies growing. Gaufrette and Shortbread wanted to see them, so we took a small trip there and found that they were gone. A little old lady with really dark skin (she was possibly African) came out. She owned the patch and grew the flowers. She was thrilled that we liked her flowers but regretted to tell us that her lilies were gone and picked. We continued on our way to the school and by then, we decided to skip the rest of the movie. We stopped at the cafeteria, where everyone but Biscotti ordered something. I was clueless when ordering so I ended up getting tea and a coke, which was not paid for since the cashier didn't notice or forgot to ring it too. We all headed somewhere after that, which I don't remember where. Somewhere in this dream, I remember I kissed Biscotti.
I was at Amaretti's house since people I knew and didn't know gathered there to watch a movie. Near the end of it, I went to the washroom. I stayed in there for a bit and somehow manipulated my MSN Messenger name to something kind of depressing. When I opened the washroom door, everyone left, but Amaretti was still home. I can't recall what happened exactly. He asked if I was alright; I guess he saw my MSN name. I either tripped and fell on him, or he gave me a hug, but in the end of it, he gave me a kiss.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
I had two dreams, I think. In the first, I was with Shortbread and Wafer. We sat in a van like the one I used in my trip to my home country. I sat in the second row with Wafer and Shortbread sat behind us. We drove away.
In the second dream, I was walking around with two children. We went to some kind of convention or event, and I started off at the beach with the setting sun. I met two girls my age and left the children to walk to the fair when it became dark. The girls wanted to go on the ferris wheel, but I went to a booth somewhere close to the ferris wheel's entrance gate. It was like a fortune teller's booth, but it was dark and empty, like those photography booths at the mall. I found some foreign money-- a bill of 1000 and two coins, one which had a hole through it. I walked out and ran into three guys. I showed them the money and walked around with them the whole night.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
This was a non-existant scene from the game/anime, "Tales of the Abyss", but a couple that I support. Asch the Bloody, Natalia Kimlasca-Lanvaldear and Jade Curtis were running to Duke Fabre's mansion, which looked like a little cottage house. When they arrived, they fought the guards. Jade cleared the way into the house and told Natalia to hurry but Asch yelled at them to wait. After pulling one more guard off his sword, he turned to Natalia and got on one knee. "Will you marry me?" he asked, and Natalia's answer was surely, "Yes." He had two rings with him; one gold and the other silver. After putting the silver one on his finger, he took the gold one and Natalia's left foot from her shoe. From Natalia's point of view, he tried to put it on the toe equivalent to the ring finger, but because of the running, Natalia's toes swelled up a bit and it wouldn't fit. She told him this, embarrassed, but he faintly smiled. Back to the normal point of view, Asch got up and put it on her left ring finger, though it was too big. Jade told them to hurry and Natalia ran in as Asch stayed where he was, watching her go in. When she turned around, he told them he couldn't follow them because he wasn't a Fabre anymore. He said he'd stay and fight, but he knew he wouldn't survive.
My notes: As we know, dreams generally don't make much sense. The rings, I guess, he had made while he had free time. As for Natalia's toes swelling, I feel pain whenever I walk around with my shoes on since they're just a little bigger than my feet. My feet and loose shoes rub against each other quite a bit, but I like my shoes. But.. Doesn't Natalia wear thigh-high boots? I guess for the sake of this dream, she had shoes. And Asch was dressed differently; in something lighter than his regular black uniform.
We were at my aunt's, Cougar's, house after going to the beach, or we were going to go there this afternoon. My aunt told me to eat anything I could find for breakfast. She asked me, "Do you want bubble gum and juice? You can have bubble gum and juice if you want." I thought it was strange that she's allowing me to have gum for breakfast, but I went ahead and tried looking for it as she left to chat with her visitors in another room. I couldn't find the gum, so I wandered the house a little bit, away from the conversation in the other room. Because of the beach, I was reminded of Guy Cecil from a "Tales of the Abyss" doujinshi I've read where his friends all had a girl to spend the day with except him. He had either Jade or Mieu. I remembered Shortbread telling him to choose Mieu from an early MSN messenger conversation we had in the past.
My notes: This aunty of mine is kind of proper, so it was really strange to be having gum for breakfast, especially since gum won't fill a tummy. As for the TOA doujinshi, Luke had Tear, Ion had Anise... I don't remember if Asch and Natalia were in it. My aunt's house wasn't her house too. We were at a house right beside the beach, and it was early in the morning, about 8-9 am. I'm usually not that early of a riser.
My notes: As we know, dreams generally don't make much sense. The rings, I guess, he had made while he had free time. As for Natalia's toes swelling, I feel pain whenever I walk around with my shoes on since they're just a little bigger than my feet. My feet and loose shoes rub against each other quite a bit, but I like my shoes. But.. Doesn't Natalia wear thigh-high boots? I guess for the sake of this dream, she had shoes. And Asch was dressed differently; in something lighter than his regular black uniform.
We were at my aunt's, Cougar's, house after going to the beach, or we were going to go there this afternoon. My aunt told me to eat anything I could find for breakfast. She asked me, "Do you want bubble gum and juice? You can have bubble gum and juice if you want." I thought it was strange that she's allowing me to have gum for breakfast, but I went ahead and tried looking for it as she left to chat with her visitors in another room. I couldn't find the gum, so I wandered the house a little bit, away from the conversation in the other room. Because of the beach, I was reminded of Guy Cecil from a "Tales of the Abyss" doujinshi I've read where his friends all had a girl to spend the day with except him. He had either Jade or Mieu. I remembered Shortbread telling him to choose Mieu from an early MSN messenger conversation we had in the past.
My notes: This aunty of mine is kind of proper, so it was really strange to be having gum for breakfast, especially since gum won't fill a tummy. As for the TOA doujinshi, Luke had Tear, Ion had Anise... I don't remember if Asch and Natalia were in it. My aunt's house wasn't her house too. We were at a house right beside the beach, and it was early in the morning, about 8-9 am. I'm usually not that early of a riser.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Cookie took me to his job 'cause his coworkers had to stay there for the night. It was an underground place, as if it was carved out of sand. It also had a kitchen, but the kitchen was like our modern day homes. With guys behind me, I turned around to use the sink behind to brush my teeth. I found toothpaste, but I was looking for something else. I knew what it was, so I asked Cookie's boss who stopped to listen to me ask for something, but when I talked to him, the item slipped my mind and I had to make up for it by asking if there was any dental floss instead. After this, I went to Cookie who was sitting in the sandy living room, playing PSP. I asked him some things, but I don't remember what.
My cousins and sister and I were at a beach. I was sitting in this structure made of sticks above the water, and my sister, and one of our cousins come to us. The oldest of the cousins come and sit behind me looking at something I had. My mom told us to put sunblock lotion so tried to look for some, but I couldn't find any and was afraid I'd be darker than Cookie when I saw him next. Our uncle made us sit in a circle on a grassy area, and he gave me a gift bag from his mother, who I didn't know who she was. I thanked him and opened it and it was something big and lovely. I went to put it on the stick structure and came back to join the circle to find that there was something more in the gift bag.
My cousins and sister and I were at a beach. I was sitting in this structure made of sticks above the water, and my sister, and one of our cousins come to us. The oldest of the cousins come and sit behind me looking at something I had. My mom told us to put sunblock lotion so tried to look for some, but I couldn't find any and was afraid I'd be darker than Cookie when I saw him next. Our uncle made us sit in a circle on a grassy area, and he gave me a gift bag from his mother, who I didn't know who she was. I thanked him and opened it and it was something big and lovely. I went to put it on the stick structure and came back to join the circle to find that there was something more in the gift bag.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
There were two brothers. One of them really liked me, the other did too. I went to the beach with the older brother and the younger one too for a group event to enjoy ourselves. I had fun with the older one 'cause the younger one didn't show up. I went to his house later after and waited until he came home from grocery shopping with his elderly mom. I talked to him.
There was another part I'm not sure whether it was a piece of this dream or not. There was a time when the dream got boring, then suddenly a room filled with robots-- about as big as my head size. The ones I paid attention to had personalities.
There was another part I'm not sure whether it was a piece of this dream or not. There was a time when the dream got boring, then suddenly a room filled with robots-- about as big as my head size. The ones I paid attention to had personalities.
Labels: location: beach, theme: romance
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