Saturday, December 14, 2024

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I sat with my family at a restaurant - my dad, mum, and sister. We were celebrating my sister's achievement for something, like a graduation. At another table, Shortbread and some high school friends sat together. My sister's friends stopped by our table, chatted and left together with my sister. I looked where the high school group sat and they had left too. I texted Shortbread for an update on where they went, since she'd tell me when they'd go but didn't get a reply. I felt alone.

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It was night and I had some Christmas shopping left to do and lots of time to kill. I was at a mall and the first place I stopped was an popular store selling products and treats from Asia. The cashiers announced they were closing in one minute so I hustled to the registers. Todd from Image Collections was at the register; he didn't recognize me. I bought a bag of marshmallow candy and another treat for myself.
I went looking for another store shop and saw a bakery. I remembered they made vegan ice cream from scratch so i stopped by to look at their selection.

Thursday, December 12, 2024

20241212 i was an inmate in a women's prison, but i was allowed to wander. I often visited one area where a girl with an innocent personality stayed. I escaped prison with her, although she didn't know. We avoided guards and police who looked for us on the streets and in a mall, where a guard found us in the mall fountain, hopping on stones to avoid getting our shoes wet. She asked why the guard chased us and I had to reveal that I got us out of prison. She was angry that I deceived her but kept running.

Saturday, December 7, 2024

20241207 i woke from a nap to find my three month old baby in a Halo swivel bassinest beside her white, slatted crib. She outgrew it, with her legs dangling off the edge of it. The sound machine dangled off the side, ready to fall. My baby had her hand in her mouth, obliviously sucking away, happily.

Thursday, November 28, 2024

20241128 i drove to a high school meet up at a computer cafe by myself. Cookie was at work and couldn't attend. The music was loud. There was so many people i didn't know, but i soon found Spritz and Shortbread at computers at a quieter corner. I took a spot beside Spritz and played a game for a couple of hours. When it was late and everyone was heading home, the three of us hitched a ride with a couple in their white station wagon. When we stopped at a gas station, i realized i left my car at the computer cafe. I turned to Shortbread and Spritz and exclaimed i could've driven them home myself.

Sunday, November 24, 2024

20241124 I left my hotel in a suburb of the greater toronto area and took the subway all the way to the heart of toronto (there isn't one built on this period of time). I met shortbread there and some friends, and we stopped at a Chinese store. It was late in the day and the stores were closing. I threw a bunch of things (i couldn't get where i lived) into a cart and took it to a cashier whose register was outside the store while everyone waited at the sidewalk. He took a long time ringing up my items. When he was done, i was alone with my bags and everyone couldn't wait longer. I took the subway alone back to my hotel room.


 i was a landscape labourer again with Cookie on a warm spring day. We were cutting bundles of chives, digging holes in the ground in rows, and planting them. Instead of the chives, i was planting magazine paper strips. I thought the chives were grass. 

Tuesday, November 19, 2024

 20241119 I awoke from bed, where I  slept on my side. My one breast engorged with milk and leaking. I felt the bed. It was wet, and a quick look showed a green, wet spot. My breastmilk was green.

Tuesday, August 20, 2024

20240820 I can't remember the dream contents except I was staying in a cottage and so was Spritz. He has a strange diet and I had trouble following what he ate and was allowed to eat by choice. He was sweeping in the foyer and I decided to help him.

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