Saturday, May 25, 2024

20240525 I went with Cookie's aunt's immediate family to a club his grandfather use to visit. It was full of seniors of different races and ages, though everyone was older than seventy. On this day, they were having a party - a potluck was laid out across a long table in this small hall.


Grandfather stayed home while Aunt's family and I went in his place. When we arrived, Aunt picked up a paper plate and began filling it with food. The rest of us followed suit. The others stopped what they did and stared. We felt self-conscious, so we left the party, bringing our plates with us. 
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I was with another boy, but I wasn't in my body. I had dirty blond hair, tied in a ponytail and a proportionately slim body. This boy wouldn't give me what was in his hand, and I wanted it, terribly. I kissed him. It was soft and sweet. He relaxed his teasing posture as I took the item from his hand.

Sunday, May 12, 2024

20240512 i met my neighbour who lives beside my house. He was black with tight, black curls that fell freely into the shape of an afro. In his arms was a toddler of two years of age, who shared the same tight, black curls. We spoke for a bit before i excused myself because i was on my way to the hospital.

My child came our with black skin and tight, black curls. I was confused and scared. This was our baby, but didn't resemble Cookie or i. I took the baby for a walk in a stroller to think, and stopped on a snowly hill. I climbed the snow hill as I did as a child and thought on the top why our baby was different. I feared Cookie would think I cheated on him, which I didn't. I came back to baby to find they had froze to death on this cold winter day. I cried.

20240511 [nsfw warning] i was with a small company of men who were robbing a small tribe of people. When the chief of this indigenous tribe was brought to our leader, he demanded he show him his wife. Beside the leader was an elaborately dressed woman with dark skin in flowly light blue robes and golden jewellery. Somehow our leader knew this was not his true wife, but a concubine. Another woman, with darker skin wore only gold bangles on her arms and legs, was brought to our leader. Somehow my company knew she was his true wife. She cried in protest as the men laid her on a table, and screamed in terror as my leader began to pull down the front of his pants. To my horror and disbelief, he raped her in front of everyone.

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