Tuesday, December 31, 2024

20241231 my oldest nephew gave me a book of his to borrow at the cottage. It was a really old copy of Beowulf by J.R.R. Tolkien with a red, white and black cover, and yellowing, frayed pages. He's five and a half years old and can barely read.

Sunday, December 22, 2024

20241222 i was in high school again, this time in art class. I can't remember what was our project. I went through a bin of random bric-a-brac. I saw a paint brush in a plastic case and thought Cookie might like to own it if these items were abandoned. I also saw a home made, hot pink dildo with a blue tip.

Earlier I talked to Shortbread about my romance troubles. She dropped a dime. She said something along the lines of, ”if you don't tell them what you feel, then your feelings are just as tossed aside as my dropped dime.”

Tuesday, December 17, 2024

20241217 i was on my old computer from the 90's - a beige desktop that became dirtier and yellow with age. On Windows 95, I opened a chatroom with Shortbread, but my messages were all in a different language. I tried to fix it and the words became Russian.

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I woke up in a bright room in one of two twin beds separated by my baby's bassinet. The bassinet was upsidedown with my baby underneath but safe in the basket area. The other bed was Cookie's. In the corner, where my feet pointed, was my computer.

Sunday, December 15, 2024

20241215 i was in a mall that looked like Square One. Cookie was with me, and we went to a card game store. I watched Cookie interact with regulars who played card games there, then left to find Shortbread. When Cookie was done, I asked if we could take Shortbread home and he said yes.


Cookie dropped us off and I went up to her apartment. In the elevator, we ran into Martin Short. I told him I thought Andre Braugher was handsome as Captain Holt.

Saturday, December 14, 2024

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I sat with my family at a restaurant - my dad, mum, and sister. We were celebrating my sister's achievement for something, like a graduation. At another table, Shortbread and some high school friends sat together. My sister's friends stopped by our table, chatted and left together with my sister. I looked where the high school group sat and they had left too. I texted Shortbread for an update on where they went, since she'd tell me when they'd go but didn't get a reply. I felt alone.

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It was night and I had some Christmas shopping left to do and lots of time to kill. I was at a mall and the first place I stopped was an popular store selling products and treats from Asia. The cashiers announced they were closing in one minute so I hustled to the registers. Todd from Image Collections was at the register; he didn't recognize me. I bought a bag of marshmallow candy and another treat for myself.
I went looking for another store shop and saw a bakery. I remembered they made vegan ice cream from scratch so i stopped by to look at their selection.

Thursday, December 12, 2024

20241212 i was an inmate in a women's prison, but i was allowed to wander. I often visited one area where a girl with an innocent personality stayed. I escaped prison with her, although she didn't know. We avoided guards and police who looked for us on the streets and in a mall, where a guard found us in the mall fountain, hopping on stones to avoid getting our shoes wet. She asked why the guard chased us and I had to reveal that I got us out of prison. She was angry that I deceived her but kept running.

Saturday, December 7, 2024

20241207 i woke from a nap to find my three month old baby in a Halo swivel bassinest beside her white, slatted crib. She outgrew it, with her legs dangling off the edge of it. The sound machine dangled off the side, ready to fall. My baby had her hand in her mouth, obliviously sucking away, happily.

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