Wednesday, September 15, 2010
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* I called his real name.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
I had two dreams both involving Lex. The first dream I don't remember but I think was searching for him. The second dream I was in Lineage II and he messages me on a character starting with an M. He was saying goodbye, and in "nice knowing you, never want to see you again."
Labels: location: mmorpg, theme: games
Friday, September 10, 2010
I went to visit Axel's friend, Rauden. This happened for two scenes of the same scenario. In the first scene, I visited him and after a while of talking, Axel's aunt was there and they were dealing with something. To make sure I wasn't left in the dark, she showed me a huge poster on the wall that Rauden bought on the Internet. It was a print of a listening CD cover that was a tan colour and signed. She flipped it back and front to show me the damage that I wasnt clear on until I noticed wet patches on it. She replaced the heavy, clear, thick cover plastic on it. They were talking about how he bought the wrong liquid preservant and used it on the item. When she left, we both laid down and I cradled his head. After a while, I closed my eyes for a bit to rest them. Rauden thought I fell asleep. He moved his head closer to my own and when I felt his lips close to mine, I moved pretending to wake up; he stopped. I felt embarrassed, I wondered what it would've been like to kiss him.
In the other version, I visited and a while passed, but nothing happened.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
I was at school with Jana. We were in Spanish class after school was out. Our teacher called for our friend, so Jana left and returned with him to out class in the portapacks. He also took the class with us. As he talked with the teacher, I was steal glances at him and he'd do the same. Jana and I talked about how he and I use to have a huge crush for each other, but we never followed through. As we left the class, we passed his room which looked like a Pet Society account.
I was in the girl's dorm washroom/change room. I went to a toilet stall when a janitor came in with cleaning supplies. She was large and wore a pink dress and white apron. She told me the toilet was dirty and cleaned it before leaving. The washoom was a long room with green tiles. I danced across it twice before going back to my room. In my sunlit, white room, three stuffed animals lay on my bed, as well as an EMF. I took the EMF to play with only to find it was responding, sounding exactly like the one from CW's Supernatural. I brought it close to my two-feet tall Pikachu and I brushed my hand over its fabric, as if static was interfering with the frequency. I did the same for my other two plush toys. I heard a scream and ran to my door to see what it was. A girl ran through the hall terrified. I ran after her and later remembered I should use the EMF. I ran back to my room and back towards her direction.
I was outside school, on a boardwalk with two friends. We were meeting with more friends. We found them and Clarie, pointing to the cup in my hand, asked if it was mine (and not one I found and decided to drink) I told her that it was mine, of course.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
I was with my sister in a basement with a bar in the corner and a bookshelf at the other end. The lights were off so daylight came through the one, small window beside the bookcase. I has a santoku knife that I wanted to hide, so I put it in the top shelf, but I realized because I could barely reach the shelf, I should cover the blade with something. I found a few tissues and wrapped it, placing it back on the shelf. A group of people came into the room about my age. I sat with them and talked about school and courses. One girl I wanted to be helpful to, so I went to get a pamplet from the student office. It was a small room with books lining every side with a wall. The desk was empty, but I took a bright yellow pamplet for the girl and left. I don't remember much of what happened but then there was an earthquake and we all gathered in the corner with the empty bar while I thought about my knife still on the top shelf.
Labels: emotion: fear, general: ???, group: family, weather: sunny